A Billion Stars Can’t Amount to You - Chapter 1059

Chapter 1059: Swayed (10)

Translator: Paperplane Editor: Caron_

“No thanks…” Cheng Weiwan rejected his suggestion really quickly before Han Zhifan could finish. She clearly felt the atmosphere in the room becoming a little strange. After a while, she ended up getting soft-hearted and added, “…It’s the weekend tomorrow and the day after that, so Muqing won’t be at work. Also, she lives downstairs, so it’s really convenient. You really don’t have to trouble the housekeeper to come over.”

Han Zhifan didn’t insist any further. Pursing his lips tightly and nodding his head, he stayed quiet for a moment then said, “I’ll be off then.”

Cheng Weiwan let out a soft “Mhm.”

Han Zhifan didn’t budge and stood his ground.

It was very quiet in the room.

After about five or six seconds, Han Zhifan said, “Goodbye.”

Cheng Weiwan didn’t say anything more.

Han Zhifan turned around and was about to raise his feet when Cheng Weiwan suddenly spoke again, as she suddenly remembered something while staring at his back. “Would you like to see Cheng Han?”

Han Zhifan paused his slightly raised leg in midair.

“But Hanhan’s asleep. If you want to see him, then you’ll have to…”

“Mm okay.” Han Zhifan finished answering as he then went to Cheng Han’s room.

He didn’t stay in there for too long.

He didn’t show signs of staying any longer and nodded at the door and said, “I’m leaving.” Then he walked up to the entrance area.

For the past few days, Han Zhifan had been stressing Cheng Weiwan out a little. When he walked up to the entrance and was about to open the door, she couldn’t help but cry out to him, “Han Zhifan.”

Han Zhifan turned his head with a hint of a pleasant surprise in his eyes, probably because she had stopped him from leaving two consecutive times.

“Could you not loiter outside my building at night from now on?”

So, she stopped me just to tell me this… The glow in Han Zhifan’s eyes instantly dulled.

“It bothers me when you’re like this. I just want to live a peaceful life with Hanhan…”

Han Zhifan lowered his eyes to hide the disappointment in them. WIth a gentle voice, he let out an “Mhm” then told Cheng Weiwan, “I’m sorry. I’ll never be like that again.”

With that said, Han Zhifan pulled the door open and left.

…

When Han Zhifan reached the bottom of Cheng Weiwan’s building, his footsteps came to a stop. He pulled out a cigarette and lit it up.

It was just as Cheng Weiwan said. A short while passed when Lin Muqing returned and the hourly worker emerged from inside.

The two of them bumped into each other back at Cheng Weiwan’s home, so the hourly worker was stunned for a moment when she saw Han Zhifan.

Han Zhifan stared at her for a while and eventually walked up to her. “May I please discuss something with you?”

With that said, Han Zhifan reached into his pocket for a business card then handed it to the hired worker. “This is my contact information. If she’s in a bad mood or if anything happens, could you please call me and let me know?”

Han Zhifan was afraid she would decline, so he reached for his wallet, pulled out a pile of notes without counting, and handed them right to the hired worker.

The hired worker agreed, took the money, and happily left without another thought.

Han Zhifan didn’t linger outside Cheng Weiwan’s building any longer. He put out the cigarette and left Cheng Weiwan’s residential area.

Back in the car, he was deep in thought for a moment before he grabbed his phone and gave Lin Sheng a call.

“Lin Sheng, get a few people to follow her… It mustn’t be easy taking care of a child. If anything happens, at least she’ll have someone reliable to help her at any time.”

Chapter 1060: Forced Marriage (1)

Translator: Paperplane Editor: Caron_

Ever since Cheng Weiwan told Han Zhifan not to keep watch over her apartment, he really hadn’t shown up again.

At first, Cheng Weiwan still checked outside her building at night. Time went by and the spot where he once stood outside her building remained empty. She gradually stopped thinking about him and the agitation she felt also slowly dissipated.

Her days became increasingly like the old days when she and Cheng Han used to live together, mutually depending on each other.

Although those peaceful days didn’t pass by considerably fast, winter had arrived without her realizing it.

It snowed in Beijing when the temperature just about reached zero degrees Celsius. One day, Cheng Weiwan made a snowman in her residential area with Cheng Han. They probably exerted too much energy while playing, because Cheng Han got tired and slept really early that night.

Cheng Weiwan was working on the ending for her new book. She wanted to publish the book before the new year, so she’d been rushing the manuscript along lately.

She felt really inspired that day, so without knowing it, Cheng Weiwan actually wrote over three thousand words.

She glanced at the time. It was pretty late and glancing at the outline, she was probably about several thousand words away from the ending. She figured she could leave it for tomorrow to write.

After shutting her laptop, Cheng Weiwan’s phone rang just as she was about to take a shower.

Very few people would call her in the middle of the night, so Cheng Weiwan walked over to the bedside from the bathroom door, bewildered.

She picked up her phone and glanced at the screen. All of a sudden, she was completely stunned like her pressure points were hit.

She was curious about who was calling, and she considered all sorts of possibilities. However, never in a million years could she imagine that the only person who would never call her was actually now calling her.

Yes. It was her father, Cheng Weiguo.

From what she could remember, this was his first time calling her…

Cheng Weiwan thought she was seeing wrong, so she forcefully blinked her eyes. That was when she realized her phone screen really was showing the word “Dad.”

Her fingers trembled as she swiped the screen to take the call. She cried out “hello” in an unbelievably shaky voice.

Perhaps it took too long for the call to be accepted because Cheng Weiguo didn’t respond for quite some time.

Cheng Weiwan suppressed the excitement in her heart and softly asked, “Did you call me to talk about something?”

“Tomorrow, at six in the evening, come by China World Hotel Beijing and let’s have dinner.”

This time, although Cheng Weiguo’s tone of voice didn’t sound considerably good, it was better than how he sounded when Cheng Weiwan used to call him before.

After he finished, he didn’t wait for her to respond and immediately hung up the phone.

Although the call lasted over ten seconds, Cheng Weiwan repeatedly checked the call logs several times afterward before she finally believed that Cheng Weiguo really had called her. He also invited her to dinner…

Cheng Weiwan couldn’t remember how many years it had been since she and Cheng Weiguo shared a meal.

With practically no hesitation at all, she decided she would make it to dinner with Cheng Weiguo the following evening.

Early in the afternoon, she took Cheng Han to Lin Muqing’s place. Then she took a shower, got changed and headed out the door early.

She arrived early, so she went to the cafe next to the hotel and ordered a cup of tea. She waited up until the time of their meeting before she grabbed her phone and gave Cheng Weiguo a call.

In comparison to how he used to never pick up her calls, this time, things were completely different. He quickly picked up the phone.

“I’m here. Which room are you in?” asked Cheng Weiwan.

Chapter 1061: Forced Marriage (2)

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Cheng Weiguo gave her the room number and warmly said “See you later” before hanging up.

Cheng Weiwan held her phone in shock from Cheng Weiguo’s affection. She sat in the cafe for a while before she paid the bill. She put her things away and walked over to the China World Hotel Beijing next door.

With the attendant’s guidance, Cheng Weiwan was quickly escorted to Cheng Weiguo’s room.

The attendant pushed the door open and Cheng Weiwan stepped into the room to find that Cheng Weiguo wasn’t alone. For dinner, there was also another man who looked about the same age as Cheng Weiguo.

Cheng Weiwan was a little surprised. If Cheng Weiguo was meeting a friend, why would he invite her? He never allowed her to meet his friends before…

Cheng Weiwan was stunned for a moment before she moved her lips.

Just before she could cry out “Dad,” Cheng Weiguo spoke first. “Brother Liang, let me introduce you. This is my niece who I mentioned to you before – Cheng Weiwan. Her parents passed away when she was young, so I’ve adopted her under my name…”

Niece?

Cheng Weiwan’s fingers couldn’t help but clutch her sleeves when she heard those words.

“I know she’s a talented woman. I heard she’s written quite a few books, many of which have been made into television dramas.” The man Cheng Weiguo called Brother Liang looked Cheng Weiwan up and down like he was analyzing a product. After a while, he nodded in satisfaction and said, “Not bad.”

Cheng Weiguo seemed elated by what Brother Liang said. Without getting mad at Cheng Weiwan for not taking the initiative to greet them, he blamed Cheng Weiwan in an affectionate way by saying, “What are you doing frozen there? Hurry and come say hello to Mr. Liang.”

With that said, Cheng Weiguo looked over at Mr. Liang. “Brother Liang, my niece rarely goes out and likes to stay at home alone, so she’s not very good at socializing. Nor does she really like to speak, so please forgive her.”

“No no no, I think she’s great…”

“That’s good, as long as Brother Liang likes her.”

…

During their conversation, Cheng Weiwan found out Brother Liang’s real name was Liang Yi. He was a big investor in a listed company. His wife passed away at the beginning of the year and he had no children.

Cheng Weiguo knew him for quite some time from what seemed like a project in which he needed an investment from Liang Yi.

The two of them didn’t go into too much detail at the dinner table, so Cheng Weiwan only knew some surface-level details.

Dinner didn’t last considerably long and it ended at half past eight.

Before Liang Yi left, he whispered a few words into Cheng Weiguo’s ear then got into the car.

Cheng Weiwan wasn’t sure what Liang Yi said, but Cheng Weiguo was very happy. He even pointed at his own car and told Cheng Weiwan, “I’ll take you home.”

Cheng Weiwan got into Cheng Weiguo’s car in disbelief.

Not long after the car drove off, Cheng Weiwan said, “Mr. Liang told me he’s very satisfied with you. Later, I’ll send him your number. Talk to him and make him happier. He’ll really marry you.”

Marry you? What does that mean?

Cheng Weiwan creased her brows.

“Mr. Liang’s a certain age and he can’t have children. His wife didn’t leave him with children, so he was pretty happy to hear that you have a child. He says he’s willing to support you and your child, and I happen to need his investment, so no matter what, you have to marry him!”

It was only after hearing this that Cheng Weiwan came to realize that Cheng Weiguo never wanted to sincerely enjoy a meal with her. He only invited her because he had a use for her.

Chapter 1062: Forced Marriage (3)

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It was only after hearing this that Cheng Weiwan came to realize that Cheng Weiguo never wanted to sincerely enjoy a meal with her. He only invited her because he had a use for her.

It was no wonder he stopped her from crying out “Dad” when she stepped into the private dining room at the restaurant and said she was his niece. At the end of the day, it was all because he thought she was an embarrassment to him. If she wasn’t useful to him, he wouldn’t let outsiders know she was his biological daughter.

The feeling of hope she had last night when talking to him and when she arrived earlier for dinner was now incredibly laughable.

Cheng Weiwan’s fingertips couldn’t help but clutch onto the handbag in her hand tightly. “You’ve always been too lazy to see me. Yesterday, you suddenly called me just because I was of use to you and I could get something even better for you. Am I right?”

From what Cheng Weiwan remembered, she’d never spoken to Cheng Weiguo in such an agitated manner before.

Instead, she’d carried anticipation in her heart time after time. In the end, she felt like she had met a hilarious end, so she really couldn’t hold it in.

“But have you ever considered that I’m your daughter and not a tool available for you to use at your every beck and call?!”

Cheng Weiguo noticed Cheng Weiwan was actually speaking to him like this and couldn’t help but furrow his brows. He instinctively wanted to get angry, but he remembered how he needed to use Cheng Weiwan, so he suppressed the anger in his mind. After a while, he spoke with a much colder voice than before. “Why are you suddenly saying these things to me? It has nothing to do with anything I’ve said.”

Cheng Weiwan really didn’t know if Cheng Weiguo truly felt she was an annoying troublemaker or if he just wasn’t bothered with her. She spoke up again because she was agitated. In the end, the brims of her eyes were filled with tears. “No? From what I see, it has everything to do with it. Since I was young, have you ever truly shared a meal with me or went out with me? You haven’t even gone out on a stroll with me, have you? Have you ever shown up on my birthday? I never understand why other people’s fathers loved their children so much, but you couldn’t. Since you don’t like children, why did you have me?”

Cheng Weiguo thought he had already been patient with Cheng Weiwan by not getting mad earlier, but now, seeing that she wasn’t backing off, his expression turned even colder. “Is this the tone of voice you use when speaking to me?! Didn’t I repeatedly tell you that I was busy? I’m not the same as other people! Look at the other fathers. Are they as successful as I am?”

“But I would rather my father be poor than to have a father this BUSY…” Cheng Weiwan specifically emphasized the word “BUSY.” He had used being busy as an excuse ever since she was little and she really believed him. Now that she’d grown up, she realized he wasn’t busy in actuality. He just didn’t care! In fact, he felt like his daughter was dragging him down.

“Enough!” Cheng Weiguo couldn’t take it anymore as his tone of voice suddenly sounded heavier. “I have no time to waste here with you arguing about this. You still have to get to know Mr. Liang. How do you know you won’t want to marry him after getting to know him?”

A mocking smile appeared on Cheng Weiwan’s lips. “Like him? Did you know that at his age, he could be my dad?!”

“Things like age aren’t a problem. What’s more, you’ve done such humiliating things. You should be happy that someone’s willing to marry you and doesn’t look down on you for having a child…”

Chapter 1063: Forced Marriage (4)

Translator: Paperplane Editor: Caron_

Cheng Weiwan didn’t wait for Cheng Weiguo to finish and interrupted. “According to what you said, he’s willing to marry me, so should I kneel and thank his whole family for him being willing to marry me?”

“In your eyes, just how worthless is your daughter? Do you think you’re going to be happy as long as anyone’s willing to marry your daughter?”

“Let me tell you – I won’t marry! Hanhan and I are living pretty well. I don’t need to marry someone and even if I’m going to get married, I don’t need to get married to someone like that. If you want a marriage, you go marry him because I won’t get marr-”

Before Cheng Weiwan could say the word “married,” Cheng Weiguo, who was furious from her back talk, suddenly raised his hand and slapped her hard on the face.

The driver suddenly hit the brakes at the loud sound of the slap and stopped the car in the middle of the road.

The previously-noisy car from all the screaming instantly fell silent.

After a while, Cheng Weiwan then raised her hand to cover the part of her face that just got slapped.

Tears gathered in her eyes, but she stared right at Cheng Weiguo, unwilling to let them fall.

Her fingertips upon her skin hurt a little and it repeatedly reminded her that her own biological father really did just slap her…

Having been so sad over never receiving love from her father since she was little, Cheng Weiwan fully imploded.

All this time, the things she’d never had the chance to say, or maybe, the things she didn’t want to say to get Cheng Weiguo’s love, were all rushing to her mouth.

When she spoke again, she sounded a lot calmer in contrast to her earlier agitated state. However, every single word struck blood.

“Did I say something wrong for you to hit me? I’ve said nothing wrong. Why do I have to marry him? What benefits can he give you? What good can he give me?”

“Now you remember you have a daughter you can use, but what about before? Why didn’t you think of me then?”

“You’ve never done your duty as a father for a single day. Now, what right do you have to ask me to listen to you?”

“I used to fantasize about you, but I later realized that I was being foolish. Why would a father who was never even willing to glance at me be worthy of my fantasies?”

“In your eyes, you only see yourself, your career, your reputation, and your future. Aside from this, you have nothing in your eyes. In front of everyone, you pretend to be a kind father, but in reality? You constructed the image of a loving person. Aren’t you afraid your image will collapse one day?”

“The word ‘image’ sounds decent, but in other words, it’s your ‘facade’…”

“A disgrace! How could I have given birth to someone so disgraceful?!” Cheng Weiguo’s face flushed as he pointed at Cheng Weiwan like he still wanted to yell at her about something. However, he thought for a long time but couldn’t come up with the words. In the end, he settled for pointing at the door next to Cheng Weiwan and said, “Get out! Get out right now!”

Cheng Weiwan didn’t care where the car stopped, nor how dangerous it was to get out on the highway. She didn’t hesitate for a moment as she pushed the car door open and got out.

The second she opened the car door, she heard the ear-splitting roar of Cheng Weiguo’s voice, “Get out of the car!”

The second she found her feet, the car instantly sped off.

Cheng Weiwan stood on the highway for a while before she walked down the long street towards the highway exit.

Chapter 1064: Forced Marriage (5)

Translator: Paperplane Editor: Caron_

She was wearing high heels and the spot where the car stopped was quite some distance away from the exit. By the time she reached the zebra crossing with much difficulty, her feet were so grazed that she had several blisters.

It really hurt. The heart-wrenching pain… but it couldn’t compare to the pain in the bottom of her heart.

She was exhausted, but she wasn’t willing to stop. She didn’t know where she was, yet she just sluggishly kept walking forward.

The handprint on her face was very striking. Passersby all turned their heads and glanced at her.

She didn’t notice a thing about her surroundings and only stopped walking when she simply couldn’t walk any longer.

There was a floor mirror in the beauty salon display window beside her. When she swept a glance at the mirror, she couldn’t help but stop.

In the mirror, her hair was intricately styled, her makeup was carefully done, and she was wearing the shoes that she asked someone to bring back from abroad last year. She couldn’t bear to wear them before, not once…

She attentively prepared for tonight’s dinner, but now…

With that thought, Cheng Weiwan’s gaze fell upon her face in the mirror.

She stared at the fresh fingerprint mark on her face and her lips couldn’t help but curve into a smirk.

As she smirked and smirked, the tears she held back all night came pouring down.

Yeah… she understood the situation. She got angry at Cheng Weiguo earlier, but when she noticed her own father treating her like that time and time again, she felt really sad anyway.

They were biological father and daughter. They were meant to be the closest people to each other in the whole world and have an intimately close relationship, but… they were more distant than strangers.

She knew she shouldn’t have hope for Cheng Weiguo, but she was still very sad… As for their blood-bound relationship, she still couldn’t bear to forsake it.

The more she thought about it, the sadder Cheng Weiwan felt. In the end, she simply couldn’t hold it in. She crouched down and started weeping loudly as she hugged her knees.

–

Han Zhifan was really busy that night, so he did overtime until eleven in the evening before he called it a day.

He hadn’t had dinner yet, so his stomach was unbearably hungry. Considering that it would take a while to get home, he grabbed his phone and ordered supper.

Before he could make the call to order supper, the person who Lin Sheng hired to follow Cheng Weiwan called.

They said Cheng Weiwan had a meeting tonight with an unknown person, but she was delighted to go. After the meeting, Cheng Weiwan got in a car, but the car stopped mid-way when Cheng Weiwan stepped out. Then she looked completely distraught. Right now, she was crouched on the sidewalk, crying…

Curiosity crept into Han Zhifan’s heart as he questioned who she could’ve met up with to get this upset. Without much thought, he impatiently asked for Cheng Weiwan’s current position.

She wasn’t too far from his office – she was just on the street behind him. Han Zhifan hung up the call, and without putting on his jacket, he rushed down the stairs and barged outside into the dark winter night.

Han Zhifan was very familiar with the area around the office, so he easily found the place the caller mentioned.

At quite a distance away, he saw Cheng Weiwan crouched down by the side of the road.

Her body trembled like crazy. He knew she was crying bitterly.

His footsteps instinctively came to a stop. He stared at her for a short while before he walked very slowly over to her.

“Wanwan?”

He called her name.

But she ignored him.

So he bent down, grabbed her arm, and pulled her up.

Chapter 1065: Forced Marriage (6)

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Just when she was crying inconsolably, Cheng Weiwan sensed someone pulling her up. She instinctively raised her head and looked up.

The sudden sight of her red and swollen eyes from crying and the strikingly clear handprint on her face came into view for Han Zhifan.

Who slapped her?

The expression on Han Zhifan’s face instantly looked sullen. “Who slapped you?”

Cheng Weiwan didn’t say anything as the tears continued to trickle down from her eyes.

Han Zhifan’s Adam’s apple bobbed up and down. He didn’t force her to answer, but he dragged her arm and walked over to his office.

After barely two steps, he realized something was wrong. He stopped, turned around and lowered his heard before he realized that her high heels were really tall. Her footsteps were really unstable…

Without hesitation, Han Zhifan immediately picked up Cheng Weiwan.

Back in his office, Han ZHifan placed Cheng Weiwan down on his sofa. Then he walked into the restroom and soaked and twisted a towel dry. When he stepped out of the bathroom, he handed it to Cheng Weiwan as if to signal her to use it to wipe her face.

Cheng Weiwan had already stopped crying. When she took the towel, her lips moved, wanting to say “thank you,” but she couldn’t make a sound.

After she wiped her face clean, the handprint on her face cleared up.

When Han Zhifan took the towel, his tightly-sealed lips turned into a single line. “Who in the hell hit you?”

With her eyes lowered, Cheng Weiwan still didn’t utter a world.

Because Han Zhifan didn’t know who it was, his heart felt even more stifled. He turned around and heavily hurled the towel into the sink and stepped out again.

He wanted to open his mouth and ask again but before he could, the phone rang.

The supper he ordered had arrived. He asked the first-floor security guards to accept it on his behalf. After he hung up the phone, he was about to head downstairs to pick it up.

All of sudden, his gaze accidentally swept past her ankle as he brushed past her body. He saw bloody marks above her high heels.

His brows creased, and he stopped for a moment then walked over to Cheng Weiwan. Without saying a word to her, he bent down and grabbed her ankle then removed her high heels.

There were several blisters on her fair feet… It was no wonder it was so difficult for her to walk when he pulled her up and walked off with her…

Also, why did she walk so far in high heels?

The more Han Zhifan thought about it, the more annoyed he felt deep down. With a considerably calmer voice, he said, “Wait here for me. I’ll help you buy a pair of shoes.”

With that said, he glanced at Cheng Weiwan. He was afraid she would be bored all alone, so he grabbed the iPad on his desk and unlocked it. Then he placed it into her heads and got up. He grabbed his jacket, reached around for his pocket, and after he was certain his wallet was there, he left.

Cheng Weiwan was the only one left in the office, so it was very quiet.

Having argued with Cheng Weiguo, she wasn’t in the mood to be entertained in the slightest. She leaned back into the sofa then stared at the millions of lights out of the tall windows in a daze as she stared at the night sky.

After a while, she wanted to use the toilet, so she got up and walked bare-footed into the restroom.

When she re-emerged and sat on the sofa, she accidentally sat on some kind of book. She shifted around and picked up the book.

She held it in front of her eyes and finally realized it wasn’t a book. It was a notebook…

Is this a notebook Han Zhifan uses for work?

Cheng Weiwan didn’t think too much about it and placed it on the coffee table before a photo slipped out from the notebook…

Chapter 1066: Forced Marriage (8)

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Cheng Weiwan didn’t think too much about it and placed it on the coffee table before a photo slipped out from the notebook.

Cheng Weiwan instinctively bent down and picked up the photo. She brought it up to her eyes and realized it was a photo of a girl.

The girl in the photo looked really young. She was probably sixteen or seventeen years old. She had beautiful facial features and she gave off a youthful and energetic aura.

Why was Han Zhifan keeping a photo of a girl? Don’t tell me he and this girl…

Before Cheng Weiwan could think about it more deeply, she sensed something was off.

This girl’s eyebrows and eyes are a little similar to Han Zhifan’s…

Cheng Weiwan’s natural curiosity made her take another glance at the notebook in her hands. That was when she realized the notebook was a little thick and there seemed to be some objects clasped between the pages. She knew it was wrong to touch Han Zhifan’s things without his permission, but she couldn’t help but open the notebook anyway.

There were more photos clasped in the notebook. However, the photos didn’t just feature the girl. There were ones with Han Zhifan too.

The photos were taken at different times; from when Han Zhifan was little, up until he was in his twenties. The girl was in each photo.

So, this girl knew him since they were young and she grew up with him… They look a little alike. Are they relatives?

Just as Cheng Weiwan was lost in thought, she caught elegant handwriting from the corner of her eyes. The handwriting on the notebook wasn’t Han Zhifan’s.

Cheng Weiwan instinctively lowered her head and glanced at the notebook. Never would she have imagined that when she glanced at the paper, she would see three familiar words: Cheng Weiguo.

Cheng Weiguo… Why’s my father’s name appearing in a notebook in Han Zhifan’s possession?

Her immense suspicions made Cheng Weiwan carefully read the words in the notebook.

After she read a few lines, she realized they were thoughts the girl had written down.

The girl only mentioned Cheng Weiguo once in the diary. It said he was her teacher and he didn’t look bad. Later on, she kept on talking about her older brother – how she missed her older brother, and how she wondered if her older brother was missing her…

Older brother… Cheng Weiwan vaguely figured out who the girl’s older brother was, but she wasn’t completely sure. She turned the page and continued to read on.

The girl didn’t start off writing in the diary every day, but on one random day, she started writing several entries every day.

She said she was a little afraid, but she didn’t describe what she was afraid of in the diary. However, reading between the lines, Cheng Weiwan could sense that she was panicked and helpless.

More than once, she said she wanted to tell her older brother, but she was also afraid this was all in her head.

She frequently wrote in her diary for about half a month, but then she stopped for three days. When she started writing in her diary again, she simply wrote: I’m done for. He’s ruined me. He drugged and bullied me. He even blackmailed me with video recordings. I don’t dare tell my older brother. I’m afraid that after I tell him, he’ll really leak the videos to the public. What am I going to do?

Drugged…Bullied?

Did the girl who wrote in this diary get drugged and raped by someone?

With that thought, Cheng Weiwan continued flipping through the diary. In the later entries, the girl didn’t write very often, but when she did, she wrote about feeling dirty and how she didn’t want to live after that person recorded her and forced her to do it again.

Those kind of entries appeared over ten times. In the latest entry, there was a sentence that read: I’m pregnant.