Back When I Was the Female Top Gun

Chapter 20: Admit Mistake

Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios

I opened the door. Instructor Liu looked up and saw that it was me. He directly raised his hand and threw the notebook he was writing over, accurately hitting my head.
I felt pain, but I didn’t dare to cry out. My legs were trembling from fear. I didn’t know what I would face, but I was no longer allowed to make any other choices.

“Why are you looking for me? Didn’t you already plan to run away with Liu Tao? Why? Can’t you endure that kind of hard life anymore?”

Instructor Liu sat there and sneered.

I knelt on the ground and begged Instructor Liu.

“Instructor Liu, I beg you to let Liu Tao go home. I was the one who instigated him to do all of this. It’s my fault. I beg you to let Liu Tao go home.”

Hearing this, Instructor Liu smiled and said, “Shen Ling, I thought you were very stubborn. I see. Alright, I can let Liu Tao and you return. However, shouldn’t you at least admit your mistake after doing something wrong?”
“Instructor Liu, as long as you can let Liu Tao go home, I’m fine with anything, Please let Liu Tao go back.”

I knew that I had already betrayed Liu Tao by doing this. Moreover, I also planned to no longer be on good terms with Liu Tao because it would only harm him.

“Willing to do anything? Alright, kowtow to me a few times first,” Instructor Liu said with a sneer.

Without hesitation, I kowtowed to Instructor Liu. My head hit the tiles heavily, leaving bump after bump on my head.

Instructor Liu walked over and stopped me. He said, “If you had known this would happen, why did you still choose to do what you did? Shen Ling, if you had agreed to help me back then, none of this would have happened. Moreover, if you had agreed, I wouldn’t have mistreated you and would have
provided you with good food and shelter. Why did you have to suffer so much to understand?”

I nodded without saying a word.
“You also know that Liu Tao has a violent personality and doesn’t care about the consequences. However, you’re different. You’re a meticulous person. Don’t you know that you can’t beat me if you fight me?” Instructor Liu was somewhat smug at this moment.
“I know I was wrong, Instructor Liu,” I admitted my mistake in a panic.

“I’s good that you know you were wrong. You have to understand that Liu Tao is rash and doesn’t care about the consequences. A part of his life will be over without me. Therefore, I hope you can consider your relationship with him for the sake of your future and also for his sake. You have to understand
that without me, the two of you will be like beggars on the streets.”

Instructor Liu took a sip of water. I didn’t dare to interrupt. This was also his habit. When he was interested in giving a speech, he couldn’t be interrupted, or he would be very angry.
“Shen Ling, I know you’re unwilling, but I still have to say that you’re not worthy of Liu Tao at all. If you get together with him, you’ll only hurt him. Are you going to ruin his future? Is that what you want?” Instructor Liu asked.
I shook my head to show my reluctance.

“Alright, I know you’re unwilling to do what I asked you to do back then. However, you should also know that you didn’t have a choice when your mother sold you to me. Therefore, it’s best for you to behave. I can give you some time to think about it. After all, I’ve waited for many years. I don’t mind
waiting longer. Now that you’ve grown up, you should repay me.”

At this moment, I finally knew that my mother didn’t do what she did for my own good. She only treated me as an item and sold me to Instructor Liu to let him play this nurturing game.
Talready knew what Instructor Liu was talking about. I really wasn’t able to accept it, but I still said that I would seriously consider it.

“Instructor Liu, I’ll consider it. Don’t worry, I won’t disappoint you,” I said.

“It’s one thing to consider, but it’s not too much for me to ask for interest now, right?” Instructor Liu looked at me and asked.

Inodded and said, “Instructor Liu, as long as you let Liu Tao go back, I’ll do anything you ask me to.”

‘When Instructor Liu heard this, he smiled. “What a good girl.”

Then, he went over and closed the office door.

He stood in front of me and told me, “Alright, you can start now.”

“What should I do?” I asked in confusion.

“You’re already kneeling. Don’t you know what to do? Why are you pretending to be innocent?” Instructor Liu said impatiently.

“L… Ireally don’t know how, Instructor Liu,” I hurriedly explained. I was afraid that he would go back on his word and not let Liu Tao go home.

Instructor Liu was amused when he heard this. He didn’t believe me, but he still told me.

After a while, I walked out of Instructor Liu’s office with lifeless eyes. In just a few minutes, I had experienced something I had never experienced before. This experience made me feel very disgusted.

I squatted at the edge of the trash can and vomited crazily, but no matter how much I vomited, I still felt disgusting. Then, I went to the water room and turned on the tap to rinse my mouth.

Even after flushing for more than ten minutes, I still feel a lingering fishy taste in my mouth.

I squatted in a corner and cried silently. I remembered what Instructor Liu had told me before I left: “Liu Tao is a person who values innocence very much. Do you think he’ll still be with you after finding out about us? Therefore, you have to be smart in the future.”
At this moment, I knew that Liu Tao and I were finished. I could no longer follow behind him like before.

I got up and walked out of the school. I didn’t go back directly. I didn’t know how to face Liu Tao or tell him that I could go home.

Just like that, I walked aimlessly until night fell. I still didn’t know how to tell Liu Tao about this. I could only drag my feet back to our temporary nest.

I didn’t take my keys with me when I went out. The keys had always been in Liu Tao’s hand. Usually, after I finished eating, I would ask the female boss to open the door for me. Fortunately, the female boss was a kind person and did not find me annoying.
At this moment, Liu Tao had already returned. I didn’t trouble the lady boss and knocked on the door.

The door opened, and a pungent smell of smoke mixed with wine rushed into my nose. I choked and coughed.

Then, I saw Liu Tao holding a bottle of wine and a cigarette in his mouth.

“Why are you drinking? Didn’t I tell you not to smoke?”

Thad always known that Liu Tao smoked. However, after I bumped into him, I made him quit because smoking was bad for his health.

I didn’t expect him to start smoking again. It seemed that he had really been under a lot of pressure these days. At this moment, I even felt that I might have made the right choice to look for Instructor Liu.

“Shen Ling, do you have anything to tell me?”

After entering the room, Liu Tao did not answer my question. Instead, he asked me a question. I was nervous and did not speak. I only shook my head.

“Then, I have something to show you.”

As he spoke, Liu Tao took out his phone and placed it on the table, indicating for me to take a look..