Back When I Was the Female Top Gun

Chapter 33: Helpless Choice _ 1

Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios

Fortunately, Instructor Pan did not make me wait for too long. After another three days or so, when Instructor Liu went out to buy cigarettes, Instructor Pan took the opportunity to secretly tell me that she had found my mother.
At that time, I was burning with anxiety. I wanted Instructor Pan to tell me, but Instructor Pan made me promise not to return before telling me.

1 also vowed to Instructor Pan before she told me the address she had obtained.

I couldn’t help but feel happy when I got the address. I could finally leave Instructor Liu.

However, I didn’t act rashly because Instructor Liu was in the nearby supermarket. I knew that if I went out at this moment, I would probably be blocked by him.

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Therefore, I discussed with Instructor Pan and asked her to think of a way to get Instructor Liu out of the house tomorrow. I would then take the opportunity to run out.
Instructor Pan also agreed happily. She did not want me to continue staying in this house.
After an uneventful night, I entered my dreams with a smile. My dreams were filled with beautiful high school life and loving motherhood.
The next morning, Instructor Pan stuck to the plan and got Instructor Liu to accompany her to buy clothes. After they left, I also took the opportunity to leave Instructor Liu’s house.
Unlike last time, when I went to look for Liu Tao, Instructor Pan gave me an extremely detailed address. I heard that this place was arranged by Instructor Liu.
I couldn’t help but wonder what Instructor Liu’s background was and what his relationship with my mother was for him to help my mother like this.
But now was not the time to pursue these answers. Instead, I needed to meet my mother as soon as possible and then work hard to stay with her.
My mother lived near the school. I didn’t expect my mother to be so close to me. However, all this time, I had never seen her before. It seemed like she was avoiding me on purpose.
When I arrived, I knocked lightly on the door. It was not my mother who opened the door, but the aunt who had picked me up.
My aunt was clearly surprised to see me, but she still let me in.
My aunt poured me a glass of water and then asked me to sit down and wait for my mother. She told me that my mother was working outside. Then, my aunt ignored me again.
1 knew what my mother’s job was, but I didn’t mind. This was my mother. I looked around the room curiously.
There was only one room in the house. The curtains in the room were drawn, making it seem very dark. However, there was a small pink light switched on in the room. The voltage on the bulb wasn’t high, but one could still see what was inside.
The four walls of the room were also painted pink. There were also various kinds of silk shoes, thongs, and so on hanging on the wall. There were also some leather whips, handcuffs, and Candles.
At that time, I didn’t understand what these things were. I only felt an inexplicable fear when I saw this.
After waiting for a while, my mother also returned from outside. Seeing me here, her mother was clearly stunned. “Why are you here? Who asked you to come?”
“Mom, I…”
I wanted to tell my mother why I was here, but she waved her hand impatiently and saud, “Don’t say too much. I’m very tired now. If you want to say something, just make it brief.”
I looked at my mother. She seemed to have really aged a lot. Although her beauty could still be seen from the mold, time had really begun to corrode her.
I softly said to my mother, “Mom, I want to live with you. I don’t want to stay in Instructor Liu’s house anymore.”
“Why? Is Instructor Liu not good to you? Or is Instructor Liu’s house bad? I really don’t understand what’s wrong, Aren’t you afraid of losing face by suddenly coming here to find me, the mother of an attendant?”
‘My mother heard me and asked a hundred thousand questions.
“Mom, Instructor Liu wants to rape me,” I explained to her in a low voice.
“Aiyo, I was wondering what was wrong, So that’s what happened. If he wants you, just let him have you. What’s the big deal?”
‘My mother looked relieved, as if she didn’t think anything was wrong with my situation.
Iwas shocked. It tuned out that she knew what Instructor Liu was like. It tuned out that she knew everything. She just didn’t say anything.
I choked up alittle. “Mom, I don’t want that to happen.”
Some heartache seeped into my mom’s eyes, but it was quickly hidden by determination. I didn’t know what that look meant or what she was thinking.

My mother asked coldly, “Do you know that people from our background don’t have the right to choose at all? It’s better for you to please a single Instructor Liu than for your mother to serve so many men. Do you know how many people here want to be raised in a family like Instructor Liu’s? Would you
rather be an attendant like me?”

Hearing this, I immediately said anxiously, “I don’t want to be an attendant, but I don’t want to be with Instructor Liu either. Mom, please let me be with you.”
“Lonly live with attendants,” my mother flatly refused.

“Mom, please, I’m begging you. I’ve never troubled you in my life. I just want to live with you now. I really can’t go back to Instructor Liu’s house. Please.”

‘As I spoke, I couldn’t help but cry.

My mother looked at me with pain in her eyes. She hesitated for a moment and said, “Alright, I can let you live here, but you can’t let anyone know that you’re living with me, understand?”

I nodded happily.

“Also, you have to avoid the guests when they come. You can’t let them know about you. Those people are not good people. If they like you, I can’t protect you!”

‘My mother instructed me.

‘When I heard this, my heart warmed. So my mother still cared about me. However, why did she leave me at Instructor Liu’s house without ever asking about me?

Then, my mother brought me to a house on the first floor. It was about 50 to 60 square meters and did not have a single room. In the middle was a double bed. The washroom and kitchen were also intact. However, there were too many things stored and needed to be cleaned.
‘My mother said to me, “In the future, you’ll live here. You have to remember that you don’t know me, or anyone else upstairs. I usually don’t come over. If you want to live here, then take this. If anything happens, call me. Also, don’t bring anyone here.”

I took the thing Mom gave me and took it to see that it was a phone. Did Mom know that I was coming? Why would she give me such a thing?

I looked at the thing in my hand hesitantly and was so touched that I wanted to cry. This was the first time my mother had given me something. I couldn’t help but feel that I would keep it forever.

“Don’t look at me with that expression. That’s the phone I’ve used before. The card is new and was originally supposed to be given to your aunt. I didn’t expect it to end up in your hand. If youre lacking anything, call me. The number is saved in there. I get angry when I see you acting like trash. ‘m
leaving.”

With that, my mother ignored me and walked out directly. Although it was a second-hand phone, I still held it carefully. I wanted to treasure this gift my mother gave me.

Then, I began to pack the house. However, I was ina difficult situation. What was I supposed to do with all these things? Was I supposed to throw them all away? Without my mother’s permission, I didn’t dare to..