Be Indulged - Chapter 5-4

Chapter 5 – Part 4

Amelia woke up and saw the Emperor looking down at her and stroking her hair. His touch on her body was soft, and she found herself lying on the bed.

After having s*x with him in the bathhouse, the Emperor held her once more. And he took her from the bathroom to the bed, and indulged in her body over and over again.

Oddly enough, his gesture, which was hesitant at first, became a little bolder and provoked Amelia to the end. She was so reluctant to not make it so, but the sounds that came out of her own lips were like those that a lewd prostitute would make. As she remembered the love affair with the Emperor, her ears were spontaneously dyed red.

Amelia shyly pulled up the sheets. The Emperor gently smiled at her.

“Are you feeling shy?”

“A little bit.”

“After asking me to hold you first.”

“…….”

She had nothing to say. She wondered if this man would hold her. And she wondered how he would change after he held her.

She hoped that her place as the Empress would be consolidated. For this, the support of the Emperor was essential. That was why it was important for the Emperor to hold her. Fortunately for her, the Emperor held her without hesitation. Amelia was relieved by it, but she was thrilled by the Emperor’s overly happy face.

‘This person might really like me.’

Then the Emperor kissed her on the cheek.

“What are you thinking?”

Certainly, there was a point in the physical relationship that made people more intimate. Amelia looked up at the Emperor, her cheeks blushing and said,

“Your Majesty.”

“Yes.”

“Why did you choose me?”

“Because I like you.”

“You like me? Come to think of it, your Majesty said you were in love with me, didn’t you?”

“Yes.”

“When did you fall in love?”

“That was a long time ago.”

The soft sound was so much more pleasant. Amelia listened to his voice with a languid expression on her face.

“A long time ago, I saw you.”

The Emperor looked at Amelia with very lovely eyes and tucked her hair down her cheek and behind her ear.

“You were very pretty back then. These cheeks were red, and you smiled very well. At that time, I thought, ‘How great it would be if someone like you could be my wife.’”

“…….”

At those words, Amelia’s cheeks reddened even more. The Emperor really loved her. She was delighted with the Emperor’s words.

“Where did you see me?”

At that question, the Emperor rolled his eyes and said,

“When you debuted in the social world, at the Imperial ball.”

“……I see.”

Amelia’s heart was pounding. This time, it ran in a different way. Amelia looked at the Emperor and smiled at him. The corners of her lips trembled slightly, but it was obscured by the darkness. Amelia bowed her head in shame. But her eyes were grimaced with sorrow. It was as if something that had been so hot was cooling down too much.

‘You are lying to me.’

She had never been to the Imperial Palace in the first place. Her family was poor, and she had no place to do so. Amelia couldn’t afford to buy a dress worthy of a debut in the Imperial ball. Her father had promised to provide for her, but it was more important to her that her family eat a fuller meal than her social debutante.

She made a humble social debut at her mansion, and went to a modest party in the surrounding estates, avoiding parties of those who had big names. Even though the Emperor had no presence, he was an Imperial family. How could she not have known someone who had such a presence?

At the same time as she felt betrayed, she felt a disappointment that said, ‘I see’. The Emperor was fiddling with her cheeks whether he knew her heart or not. Should she believe in the sweet fantasy the Emperor is showing her? She tried to hold back her tears. But it didn’t go as well as she thought.

“Amelia, what’s wrong?”

“…….”

“What did I do wrong?”

Amelia shook her head. Then the tears flowed down the side. The Emperor said, embarrassed.

“Why are you crying? What are you sad about?”

“…….”

“Are you sad that I like you? Is that so?”

“…….”

“Tell me, because it’s frustrating.”

“……I’m sorry, Your Majesty.”

Amelia shook her head and tried to cover her face with her hand, but the Emperor stopped it. The Emperor’s warm eyes began to turn cool.

“An Empress who weeps after sleeping with the Emperor. It’s perfect for me to misunderstand, isn’t it, Empress?”

Amelia was startled at the Emperor’s cold words. She had to say that she herself did not notice the Emperor’s lies.

“I’m sorry, I just…”

She couldn’t say it was because she was surprised or scared by the engagement though. Because she had that past and even asked him to hold her first.

“Shall I guess? You didn’t ask me to hold you because you wanted me to, did you?”

“What?”

“It’s just to be faithful to the duties of the Empress. You’re worried because I don’t hold you.”

“…….”

“If it were Amelia who said she would accept me even if I had another woman, that would be enough, because you’re so kind that you’ll be faithful to your role even if you don’t want to.”

Amelia realized that he had overheard her conversation with Natalia. When she didn’t answer, he hardened his face even more.

“If this happens, I really will want to have another woman.”

When Amelia didn’t say anything, he grinned. The friendly atmosphere froze coldly. Amelia blamed herself for showing tears. She should have just stayed quiet, why did she cry…

Suddenly, the Emperor lifted his body and began to crush her as if overtaking her.

“Amelia.”

Why did the Emperor accept her as the Empress? She could not understand the Emperor’s intentions. This was her effort not to hurt her heart. Looking into the Emperor’s passionate eyes, she could see that the sheets covering her body had been lowered. He looked at Amelia’s naked body and smiled.

“If you’ve been holding me for your duty as a wife, yes, then do it, Amelia.”

“…….”

“But it will be a little difficult. My lust for you is endless.”

The Emperor kissed her affectionately. Is this the price for her tears? In a way, it was both a reward and a punishment. She didn’t resist. Seeing this, the Emperor smiled in dismay.

Suddenly the Emperor lay on his side and rubbed her cl*toris. The pain in her barely cooling body was so acute that she swallowed a moan, an agonizing moan.

“How do you make such a beautiful sound? Huh?”

“Your… Majesty…”

“Sorry. I have no intention of marrying another woman. To be honest, I can’t hold another woman. There probably won’t be another woman in my life.”

“Ah, uh!”

“I only become like this in front of you.”

“…Hagh!”

The Emperor bit Amelia’s round shoulder. Then he rolled his tongue and licked her shoulder. With the exhilarating stimulation, she spontaneously clenched her legs.

Suddenly, his member touched the tender flesh of her thighs. Before she was even ready, the Emperor inserted himself all at once to the hilt, matching their hips perfectly.

“Aahhkk!”

His hips began to move like a wave. His golden eyes looking down were dazzling in the moonlight.

“Now that you know the truth, you feel comfortable, right? If you feel safe because I held you, I’ll hold you.”

“…….”

“I will reassure you again and again if you are relieved by fulfilling your duties as the Empress. I like you. Because I couldn’t imagine anyone other than you as my wife.”

“Ahh, aagh! Hmngh!”

“Amelia, you are my wife. I will not let you go.”

He kept whispering in Amelia’s ear. You’re my wife, I won’t leave you, there’s no other woman but you, my only woman is you. She took those sweet words painfully. Because she didn’t know whether to believe it or not.

“Uhhhnnggh!”

“Call my name.”

“Car, Carl, Carlos!”

His movements grew more frantic. The bodies intertwined more and more. The stinging pain she felt quickly turned into a sweet pleasure. Drops of sweat from Carlos fell on her body as she twisted her body and accepted him completely.

For some reason, every single gesture of his brought her to climax. Then he thrusted once more into her. As soon as he felt the warm liquid flowing between her legs, he embraced her tightly, as if he would never let her go.