First Love Never Dies

If I couldn’t go back to the original world right away, I would have to adapt to this place. I felt the need to imitate her behavior so that no one else would find me strange.

“I think it’s because of the shock. You’ll feel better if you rest well.”

Thanks to the doctor’s diagnosis, I was confined to my bedroom for a while and taken care of by my maids.

I did nothing and rested. Eat then sleep, eat then sleep again.

‘I don’t want to do anything. I’m already doing nothing, but I want to do nothing more intensely.’

(T/N: Lol, this is so me )

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But after a few days, I got tired of that, too. My daily life, with nothing to see or play, was boring and dull.

Meanwhile, I recalled Alyssa’s memories one by one and retained them again. And I slowly retraced the memories of me, the 22-year-old Kim Ye-ri, who fell into the Han River.

The novel 《The Inevitable Destiny》, which underlies this world was a book that was in my bag when I drowned. I thought it was an extremely ordinary story, no different from other Harley Quinn romance novels.

But I became the character in that novel …

I remember the first time I saw the mirror.

Beyond the colorful gold mirror, a woman was looking at me. A pink hair that paints a soft curve, gray pupil mixed with blue, and a small slender body.

As I tilted my head slightly, the woman in front of me moved with me. It was hard to believe that this was really me, even though I’ve seen it dozens of times already.

But surely the woman in the mirror was me, and now I was Alyssa Fenvernon.

She was not the main character nor a supporting character with power, but an extra with only her name being mentioned in the novel. There are many other characters, but why did I have to possess the male lead’s ex-wife role?

Besides, it’s really too much that the story unfolds only when you die.

In other words, as a result of waking up in this body, Rashid’s wife, Alyssa, who was supposed to become his ex-wife, did not die and survived.

Only when Alyssa dies will Rashid glorify her, miss her, regret his past words and deeds, and leave her as a scar in his heart. Only then would Priscilla, the heroine, heal the loss of his family and wife, but things got messed up. Perhaps this is good?

In fact, Rashid’s beloved “original Alyssa” has died.

It’s because I’m alive in the ‘body of the real Alyssa’.

‘What should I do now?’

I sighed as I looked at the ring on my left ring finger.

The love for Alisa-I don’t know if that really is love-but what will happen to Rashid, who didn’t realize it? Still, will destiny follow the flow of the original story?

And what should I do when I meet that Rashid?

Is there a way back to the original world?

If I continue to remain in this world, how should I live?

Why did this happen?

I constantly thought about it, but there was nothing I could answer.

As I dwelled on my thoughts like this, twelve days passed in the blink of an eye while living as ‘Alyssa’ and taking care of my health.

Rashid grabbed the end of that time and came to me.

* * *

“One, two, three…”

I looked out the window and counted. It was to count the leaves of the tree that I could see from my bedroom. As spring came, the green color of the young leaves that sprouted on each branch was fresh.

One day, however, it will wither. That’s what fate means. A future that is already fixed and cannot be avoided.

“Madame, what are you doing?”