Hold His Hand - Chapter 41

Lu Yanzhou realized that Xie Chengze had discovered that he was not impotence, his whole body stiffened, fearing that Xie Chengze would be angry.

After all, he lied to Xie Chengze for many years.

Although he kept telling himself that as long as he gradually distanced himself from Xie Chengze, he could become brothers with Xie Chengze, but Lu Yanzhou knew very well that Xie Chengze didn’t want to be his brother, and Xie Chengze liked him.

Xie Chengze also always wanted to get intimate with him.

Even though Xie Chengze was paralyzed at the time, he couldn’t feel his lower body and couldn’t do anything, but he still had thoughts. However, he stopped him every time.

For seven whole years, he used study and scientific research to consume Xie Chengze’s energy, so the two of them never even kissed.

If Xie Chengze knew that his ‘could not stand’ was a lie, he would be very angry. He would just ignore him, right?

After all, in the past two years, they have not been so close.

This was actually the result Lu Yanzhou wanted, but he still couldn’t help but feel disappointed.

However, the development of things was different from what Lu Yanzhou thought.

Xie Chengze stared blankly at Lu Yanzhou for a while, then kissed him again, his voice choking up: “Brother Yanzhou…”

Lu Yanzhou is fine!

But…Lu Yanzhou pretended to have a problem!

If he discovered this when he was paralyzed, Xie Chengze might think that Lu Yanzhou disliked him and didn’t want to get close to him.

But so many years have passed!

Over the years, although he can take care of himself, he still has diarrhea and other messes. Every time, Lu Yanzhou will take care of him and clean it up for him.

Lu Yanzhou has never disliked him, and has been taking him with him for the past seven years, never leaving him behind.

In the past two years, Lu Yanzhou has been very busy, and he rarely gets along with him, but that is also for the sake of the country and to help more people!

And…Ahem, he has been paying attention to Lu Yanzhou, so he knows very clearly that Lu Yanzhou has never paid attention to anyone other than him. He is so busy that he doesn’t even have a close friend.

Lu Yanzhou loved him deeply from the beginning to the end.

That being the case, Lu Yanzhou must have lied to him because of him.

Thinking about it, his self-esteem was very low at that time. If he knew that Lu Yanzhou was in good health, he might find a way to push Lu Yanzhou out.

Besides, he didn’t feel much in his lower body at the time, that was the real impotence. Lu Yanzhou probably said that because he was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable.

As for why Lu Yanzhou has been able to hold back all these years…Lu Yanzhou is probably the kind of person who pursues spiritual satisfaction and doesn’t care much about physical enjoyment, so that means he’s not the same as him?

For example…he really wants Lu Yanzhou right now.

Xie Chengze was very moved, and the kiss became deeper and deeper.

Lu Yanzhou finally pushed him away a little: “AZe, please stop…”

“Brother Yanzhou, I’m already healed, you don’t have to bear it any longer.” Xie Chengze’s hand went straight to it.

Lu Yanzhou: “!!!”

Lu Yanzhou didn’t even know how he left the bedroom.

Xie Chengze was not in good health, he didn’t dare to resist at all, and then…

Although they didn’t go all the way, the two faced each other honestly, so their relationship was not innocent anymore.

When he was in the last world, he decided that he must keep a distance from Xie Chengze in this world. However, he had already confessed when he transmigrated, and something also happened to Xie Chengze.

However, he had to take care of Xie Chengze’s situation at that time, so how could he keep a distance? In order to take care of Xie Chengze, he confessed to him repeatedly.

Thinking about it carefully, he didn’t know how many times he had seen Xie Chengze’s body.

Now it’s like this…He can’t tell Xie Chengze that he doesn’t like Xie Chengze, he can’t bear to see Xie Chengze sad.

Xie Chengze had already had a hard life before.

Lu Yanzhou thought that he could use work and do experiments as excuses to hide from Xie Chengze, but he quickly rejected it.

Xie Chengze has not fully recovered yet.

He insisted on performing surgery on Xie Chengze himself because he was afraid that others would find out that Xie Chengze’s body recovered at a different speed.

If he lets other people do the surgery, what should he do if they fail? Even if it succeeded…The doctor who performed the surgery probably knew Xie Chengze’s recovery status well, so he naturally knew that Xie Chengze could not recover so well.

Moreover, after coming to Capital University, he actually kept concealing the fact that Xie Chengze had a lame leg since he was a child, making everyone think that Xie Chengze only had spinal problems.

Only like this will it be possible for Xie Chengze to fully recover in the future.

If other people were to help treat Xie Chengze, Xie Chengze’s leg condition might be revealed.

So Xie Chengze pre-op, Xie Chengze’s surgery, and even Xie Chengze’s postoperative care, he did it alone. He didn’t let others approach him at all.

Now that Xie Chengze is recovering from his injuries, he is the only one by his side.

Xie Chengze’s health has recovered, but in the eyes of the outside world, Xie Chengze still needs to rest in bed, so he can’t leave Xie Chengze at this time.

Lu Yanzhou was silent for a moment, then went to the kitchen to cook.

When Xie Chengze heard the commotion outside, he hugged the quilt and laughed on the bed.

What Lu Yanzhou looked like before is so interesting!

That’s shy, right? Lu Yanzhou had obviously never had any experience in this area, so he acted extremely shy and uncomfortable. He didn’t dare to respond to him, making it look like he was robbing a civilian man.

No wonder, for the previous seven years, he could bear it.

Lu Yanzhou is definitely an overly conservative person. Xie Chengze feels that compared with Lu Yanzhou, he is like a pervert.

In the future, he should take the initiative.

It’s just…Lu Yanzhou looks like this, he might really be the one below…

Xie Chengze doesn’t know how other people are but he likes men, so over the years, he has checked some information and learned about it. He also knows clearly that he prefers to be hugged by others rather than hugging others.

And most of the men who like the same sex like him are like him.

Lu Yanzhou might be like this too, then…for Lu Yanzhou, he is willing to change.

Xie Chengze was deep in thought when Lu Yanzhou came: “AZe, it’s time to eat.”

“Mm.” Xie Chengze sat down at the table next to him.

Their identities have changed a long time ago, and there are people around them to protect them. If Xie Chengze goes out, they will immediately know that Xie Chengze is in good health.

Even Lu Yanzhou personally took care of Xie Chengze the whole time, using the reason that he was afraid that others would do something to Xie Chengze.

Therefore, Xie Chengze has to stay in the bedroom for a period of time.

Lu Yanzhou put the food away, and then Xie Chengze hugged him from behind. Xie Chengze stood on tiptoe, leaned forward from behind him, and kissed him on the side of the face: “Brother Yanzhou, I like you so much.”

Lu Yanzhou coughed lightly: “Don’t do this…how improper.”

Xie Chengze couldn’t help laughing, Lu Yanzhou’s appearance made him want to tease him even more!

Lu Yanzhou was very uncomfortable, and left in a hurry after eating.

Xie Chengze: “Pfft!”

He was really lucky to meet Lu Yanzhou.

Lu Yanzhou liked him so much, in order not to leave him, Lu Yanzhou gave up many opportunities. In order to make him confident, Lu Yanzhou kept urging him to study.

At that time, he never imagined that one day he would become a respected person who would be protected by the country.

He can’t let Lu Yanzhou down in his life!

When he is sure that there is no problem with his waist injury, he will definitely satisfy Lu Yanzhou well.

Xie Chengze attached great importance to his waist, and he even started to exercise his body.

When he was young, he didn’t have enough nutrition, so he was a little shorter than Lu Yanzhou and his body was also thin. If he didn’t train well, his performance would definitely not be good.

Lu Yanzhou has great strength and is particularly masculine, but his personality…Thinking of Lu Yanzhou’s evasiveness all the time, and he has to take the initiative himself, Xie Chengze felt a little helpless.

Lu Yanzhou didn’t know what Xie Chengze was thinking, he just wanted to struggle one last time.

He was actually a little puzzled. The Xie Chengze in this world had always been very restrained before, it was completely different from the last world, but now that his body is recovering, why suddenly…

Well, after experiencing the last world, it doesn’t seem strange that Xie Chengze is like this?

That is to say, Xie Chengze’s soul fragments are like this. If Xie Chengze himself hadn’t cultivated the ruthless dao, would he also…

After thinking about it, Lu Yanzhou still felt that he was thinking too much.

In the last world, Xie Chengze suffered from skin hunger, but in this world…Xie Chengze probably has been holding back for too long.

Lu Yanzhou took good care of Xie Chengze every day. Seeing that Xie Chengze could do a hundred crunches at a time, he was finally sure that Xie Chengze was fine.

“AZe, we have taken leave for a long time, it’s time to go back to the laboratory tomorrow.” Lu Yanzhou said.

Xie Chengze was stunned for a moment, and then said: “Yes, it’s time to go back.” He is not as noble as Lu Yanzhou. He prefers to spend a little peaceful life with Lu Yanzhou alone than to study.

However, they can’t be like this forever, they will have to go back sooner or later.

“AZe, your recovery speed is a little too fast. After you go back, you will have to sit in a wheelchair for a while, and then use crutches to stand up slowly.” Lu Yanzhou said.

“Okay.” Xie Chengze agreed. He knew that Lu Yanzhou had a secret, but if Lu Yanzhou didn’t tell, he wouldn’t ask.

“Then you have a good rest, we have to get up early tomorrow.” Lu Yanzhou said.

Ever since Xie Chengze pressed him that day, he has been sleeping in separate beds from Xie Chengze these days.

He was really afraid of Xie Chengze.

At this moment, Lu Yanzhou stood up and planned to leave.

However, as soon as he got up, Xie Chengze hugged Lu Yanzhou: “Brother Yanzhou, stay here.”

“Don’t make trouble. You can’t have a good rest like this.” Lu Yanzhou tried to reason with him.

Xie Chengze was speechless, Lu Yanzhou was too shy…But he knew how much Lu Yanzhou valued himself, so he naturally had a way to take down Lu Yanzhou: “Brother Yanzhou, do you dislike me?”

“No…”

“Then why don’t you stay?”

“I just…it’s too sudden…”

“If you don’t stay, you just dislike me.” Xie Chengze’s eyes turned red.

When he was in the village before, he was pretty good at pretending to be pitiful. He’s even better at it with teary eyes, very pitiful.

Seeing him like this, Lu Yanzhou really had no choice but to leave.

Xie Chengze said again: “We have been together for so many years, why are you still avoiding me… If you do this again, I will go out and tell people that I like men!”

Lu Yanzhou: “!!!” Is this…being ‘backfired’?

Xie Chengze actually used his trump card to deal with him!

Just as Lu Yanzhou was thinking like this, Xie Chengze hugged him and kissed him. After the kiss, he said: “Brother Yanzhou, you may not understand…Don’t worry, I know how to do it, I will satisfy you!”

Having said that, Xie Chengze pushed Lu Yanzhou onto the bed, and then pushed him hard.

Lu Yanzhou was caught off guard and fell on the bed, then he realized that something was wrong — Xie Chengze, what does he mean by that?

Lu Yanzhou soon knew what Xie Chengze meant from Xie Chengze’s actions.

Xie Chengze was still comforting him: “Don’t be shy, relax…Tell me if it hurts later, I will be careful.”

Lu Yanzhou: “…”

Lu Yanzhou turned over and took the initiative.

At this time, if he still doesn’t take the initiative, then he really has a problem.