I’m the Only Stabilizer for the Yandere Male Lead in the BL Novel - Chapter 44

“… Kal… .”

“It’s weird. Why is your chest… .”

“H— hallucinations… hey… .”

His nose pressed against my upper bosom, tickling as it fell, so my words didn’t come out.

“I see… .”

In embarrassment, while trying to wash his ear, my hand slipped.

“Oh… .!”

At that moment, I felt his nose slap against my bust. Embarrassed, I tried to pull myself away very quickly, but to no avail, because he held my waist so tightly.

“… sorry.”

I looked into Kalisten’s eyes and said, but he only lowered his head and didn’t respond.

“I— I need to wash the hair now. There are a lot of bubbles… .”

“Ears…”

“Huh?”

“Wash my ears too.”

“Ah, yes… .”

I touched his ear because I thought covering up the embarrassing situation would be good.

He put foam on his ear and rubbed it gently. He also had lovely ears. His face was gorgeous, and his ears were small. So, I rubbed the back of his ear with my hand and pinched his ear lobe with my thumb. Then his body became hotter, so the shower was burning.

The sound of running water and water flowing through the drain filled the silence.

“Kal.”

“Uh.”

“Now, wash it off with water.”

“Let’s stay like this for a moment.”

“Why?”

“… It’s hard.”

He said so in a crawling voice and stood rigidly as he held me in his arms. I don’t know why, but he seemed offended, so I looked straight into his eyes and suggested,

“Then we can turn around.”

The water was dripping behind my back. Finally, he seemed to understand the words and slowly turned around. I was covering my bosom with one hand, so it was uncomfortable that the water dripping down my arm couldn’t reach my skin.

“You can’t open your eyes or the bubbles will go in your eyes.”

“Yes.”

As he closed his eyes, I released the hand covering me. Then, the water droplets splashing on me after passing through his shoulder were warm and refreshing.

So while he closed his eyes, I was able to get wet too.

“Aselia.”

“Yes?”

“I think I have severe hallucinations.”

“Ah, yes… . I suppose so.”

Lying to Kalisten pricked my conscience, but I couldn’t tell him everything.

“Can’t you let me down now?”

“… stay a little bit longer.”

“Why?”

Then he sighed a little.

“I’ll let you down, so you close your eyes, instead.”

“And what if we both get hurt?”

“I’ll be careful not to get hurt.”

“… fine.”

I couldn’t figure out why he was doing this, but I softly closed my eyes. Then my body slid down. I felt embarrassed because I had a strange feeling as if he was looking at me completely naked, even though I had a towel around my waist and was covering my breasts.

My toes and soles touched the ground, and I could stand independently.

“Aselia.”

“Yes.”

“Now open your eyes.”

When I opened my eyes, he had turned around.

His strong back muscles caught my eye, and then his ass. My face got hot.

“Oh… .”

“What’s the matter?”

“Oh, no… . But I have to wash your body, too.”

“A little later.”

His voice was ringing deeply, like from a cave, so I said it deliberately to divert the subject.

“Then can you stay like that for a while instead of turning around? I want to wash up too.”

“… okay.”

Since his back was towards me, I could get wet with peace of mind.

“Kalisten.”

“Uh.”

“Could you give me some soap?”

“Sure.”

Without turning, he stretched out his arm and gave me the soap.

“Ha…”

The soap he gave me slipped on the foam, and he grabbed it again to catch it.

“Kal…”

When he turned around, my bosom was crushed in his hand.