Let There Be Blessing Behind You - Chapter 80
Chapter 80: Story 47. The Person I Love (3) – Chapter 80
Story 47. The Person I Love (3)
Chapter 80
I felt the man’s lips on mine. When I offered my tongue, he accepted it graciously. Who could this be? Who was this?
“…”
I breathed in deeply, and suddenly, I flinched at the familiar scent. It was so faint that I didn’t notice it before. I was still blindfolded, but my eyes widened nonetheless. The sweet seductive scent…
It was him. The only person in Minurd who didn’t know what a sl*t I was.
The purest and most innocent person I knew.
“… Prince… Camille?”
“…”
The boy burst into tears. It seemed like he was trying to control himself, but he couldn’t. He couldn’t say anything. All he did was sob as he undid my blindfold.
I saw his beautiful face. It has been such a long time, and his face looked sad now. I didn’t know what he thought of me now. I tried to smile because if I cried too, then he would feel even worse.
I said to him, “Your highness, you shouldn’t be here… You shouldn’t… Please don’t be sad… Please… T-this… This is all by order of the Goddess’ warrior, so you don’t have to worry… H-how did you get here?”
“…”
“P-please… You need to tie me up and blindfold me again… And you have to leave now…”
It was very dark where I was. I figured I was in a room that was not too far from the warrior’s bedroom, but there was no light source here. The only light was from the lantern the prince brought.
Based on the sound of the water, I guessed I was near the warrior’s washroom. If I remained here, I suspected I would be kept safe. That was enough. This was the best I could hope for.
Then suddenly, Prince Camille said to me, “Fatima… Odalisque Fatima snuck out from the harem and told me in secret… She said that Juya was in danger. She said she knew something like this would happen… And when she didn’t hear from you for a while, she came to tell me!”
“I’m fine, your highness. P-please… don’t touch me… I am not worthy…”
I was washed daily, but no one could do a better job of it than I can. I was not clean, and I have been sitting on the same spot for a very long time where I urinated and defecated.
The prince continued, “Iztal Eriez told me before too that he was worried about you, Juya, but he hasn’t been saying anything about you lately, so… He wouldn’t say anything even when I asked about you… So I followed him here, and when I got a chance, I snuck in here… And… Why… What is going on here…?”
So it was Eriez who has been coming in to take care of me every day. Realizing the truth made me feel embarrassed and ashamed at the same time. I lowered my face and replied, “Ah… H-hahaha… Your highness… You are going to be the death of me.”
“Juya… No… Why would you die? Juya… You told me that I could tell you anything… That I could trust you… Yet you refused to tell me anything… You still won’t allow me to be a part of you. You are the one who is in the most pain right now… So why is it that I am the one crying and you are smiling…”
If he wanted the truth this badly… Perhaps I should tell him. I had nothing to lose now.
I looked up at him and tried to keep my voice as calm as possible.
“I used to be in love with you, your highness.”
I emphasized the past tense.
“…”
“Your highness, I know it was wrong of me in every sense to feel this way, but I did. I wanted to take you like how a man takes a woman because you are the most beautiful person I have ever met. The warrior found out about my feelings, and when he did, he and my other brothers, including Iztal Eriez, tried to help me find the right path. Even with all this help, I still could not control my lust. I am the one at fault, your highness. I deserve to be punished, so, please… Don’t get any closer…”
“No.”
The lovely boy in front of me grabbed my face so I could not look away. He glared at me intensely.
Was he shocked to hear my confession? Even he, the warmest and kindest person I knew, must find me strange. I didn’t think he would understand this situation at all, but what he said to me was a surprise, “That… That isn’t something anyone can resist or fight… It’s not Juya’s fault… It isn’t…”
“…”
He cried as he continued, “My brother knows that too, so why would he do something like this to Juya? I mean… I knew you were considered one of the purest Innocent Ones in Minurd, but… And I know he had to use whatever necessary to find the traitor, but…”
The boy tried to give me a smile, but he failed. He wanted to kiss me again; thus, I closed my lips tight so he wouldn’t be able to do so. When he saw what I did, he stepped back.
The prince was carrying a sharp sword now. He stood up and pulled it out from his scabbard. His form was excellent, and I realized that Eriez was a much better teacher than I could ever be.
“Your highness, I am here, bound and blindfolded, on the warrior’s order. If you touch me, the warrior will be furious.”
“I don’t care.”
“But didn’t you tell me that the warrior hates it when you get involved in his business?”
“…”
He looked more serious now, and he finally stopped crying, but he seemed hesitant with his sword. If he left right now, he would be safe. No one would know he was ever here.
I had to make him leave.
The prince told me it wasn’t my fault that I fell in love with him. I wondered what would have happened if Manar didn’t taint the distinctive fragrance in the washroom with the drug; would I have never felt such a lust after the prince? Would I have been a better teacher? Could we have been good friends?
Even now, I wondered what he looked like underneath his pants. It was too late. The only thing I could do for him now was to save him by making him leave.
I looked at him and said, “If you want to help, then please do this one thing for me.”
I wanted to take advantage of this situation and say what I have wanted to say for a long time. I didn’t know why. I just did.
“… what is it, Juya?”
If he heard what I was about to ask of him, would he try to slay me, or would he still want to save me?
This boy needed to leave, and I thought the only way to convince him was to make him see the monster that I was. That way, he would run away.
I decided to show him the real me. The monstrous sl*t…
I smiled seductively and said to him, “Please take your clothes off and show me your body, and please put your beautiful manhood inside my dirty mouth… That is what I desire, your highness. That is what I asked for when you first came in here, remember?”
I was saying this terrible thing to make him leave, but this was also precisely what I wanted.
“Oh…”
“Your highness, please let me suck you, lick you, and drink your royal semen… Ahh… Please…”