Love You More Than I Can

Chapter 18: Separated in Two Worlds
Translator: Mia
Sheng Youting hung up. Grandpa Sheng at the other side burst into tears when he put down the phone…

He threw the phone towards his daughter-in-law and scolded, “If it were not for your repeated words that Lanlan couldn’t get pregnant and give birth to a boy for the Sheng family, I would not divorce them and my grandson would not hate me so much!”

Grandpa Sheng gave up stopping Sheng Youting. He finally decided to unite the families close to them together and fight with the Meng family. After all, the Sheng family had a greater impact then the Meng family.

The Sheng family won the battle!

Under great pressure, Meng Shaoqian had no way but to hand over Yu Lan’s body and allow Sheng Youting to bring her home.

For dead people, Chinese people normally buried them and let them rest in peace. However, Yu Lan’s wish was to be free. No matter how reluctant was Sheng Youting, he still wanted Yu Lan to have what she wished.

Crematorium.

Holding the cold hand, Sheng Youting kneed down and pressed the cold hand towards his face. He said in a soft and gentle voice, “I don’t want to cremate you if there is any chance. I want to preserve you for the rest of my life. However, I’ve never done anything for you or satisfied any of your wish. It’s the only thing I can do for you though I’m reluctant…”

Jing Shenxing stood besides. Watching Sheng Youting leaning weak beside the dead body, he frowned. He wondered how come for if Sheng Youting would cherish Yu Lan then, they wouldn’t have ended like this.

However, he dared not to speak his thoughts out, fearing to stimulate Sheng Youting to mad.

What was more, transporting Yu Lan’s body home with huge cost was to some extent the evidence of Sheng Youting’s madness.

“Lan…” Sheng Youting Held the cold hand tightly, “Believe me. I’m actually happy about your visits to my home. However, you’ve never said that you love me. You like to play around and many boys like you. You say you feel yourself inferior in front of me. Actually I feel the same way in front of you…I’ve heard you are the child bride of Meng Shaoqian and you’ve never deny this. Lan, I’m… also…of low self-esteem in front of you. I thought the person you loved was Meng Shaoqian.”

Jing Shenxing couldn’t believe what he had just heard. How come Sheng Youting feel inferior? Was it because of his low-esteem in front of Yu Lan that he pretended to not care her at all?

Yu Lan’s body was gradually pushed into the fire. Sheng Youting felt that what the blazing fire burnt was not Yu Lan’s body but his viscera. He hurt so much and felt he was in the hell!

The door was closing. Sheng Youting’s blood froze for a second and he rushed to the door without thinking!

Jing Shenxing responded quickly and grabbed and hugged Sheng Youting tightly. He lifted his head and called the workers, “Come and help me to pull him! He’s gone mad!”

Workers all rushed to Sheng Youting. They were surprised for they had never seen such a crazy family member. The cremator was not a place to which a random visit could be paid. It would kill people!

Sheng Youting wanted to get rid of all restraints but failed. He shouted to Jing Shenxing, “Tell the worker to turn the machine down! I don’t want to cremate her. I want to preserve her. I can take her to see the world outside! I don’t want to cremate her! Make them stop! Stop!”

Sheng Youting’s gone mad. He kept shouting and struggling. He regretted.

If he preserved Yu Lan’s body, no matter she was cold or not, it was she and he could see her. However, if she was cremated, he could only see her picture in the future…

When holding the cinerary casket in his hands, Sheng Youting finally knew clearly the fact that he and Yu Lan were separated in two worlds now.

I loved you. However, I couldn’t spare every effort and do anything for you now…