Man’s Hell - Chapter 1

Human beings face various trials in their lives. Yes, a flower-like nineteen. I was just like that too.

I stopped my friend from trying to commit suicide because of his sexual pessimism because of the College Scholastic Ability Test (CSAT). It was a completely different world when I opened my eyes because it was not enough to quit my life at the age of flowers.

“I can understand up to -. Yeah, it’s a dimensional shift in the world nowadays.”

Ha. Yes, it’s a world where you can time slip. In fact, if I had to choose the next life, I wanted to be born as a rich man’s daughter, but now my body wasn’t bad either. Arietta Blenge Adelheit, the only daughter of the only male and female, at the door of Adelheite, a royalist family of the Panian Empire. She is also a lady who is reputed to be polite and elegant, with her academy grades at the top. This is a good specification, a good reputation, a good character, and besides, she has a nice body and a good look.

“Besides, it’s rather comfortable because I’ve been through a series of history lifetime.”

I already knew what I liked and what I hated. How do I know? That’s because this lady was the character of the novel I wrote.

“But why my novel?!”

Eventually, I couldn’t hold back my tears and screamed. I touched my head. Ah really. There are many other novels, but why is it my novel, why!

No, it doesn’t mean I hate my novel. I wrote a novel in my own way, then what’s wrong with this?  The problem was the fact that this novel was a reverse harem. What about a reverse harem? Well, thanks to that, the lines of men who kill come out like candy. By the way, the real problem here is…

“I was a BL writer!”

The story of this novel was about Ethel, a magical gay man intertwined with the imperial men one by one. Arietta, who loves anti-kings, was the one and only Ethel’s rival. I don’t need that son of the bitch, emperor. The problem was that all of the handsome men spread and spread in the empire were gay. No! Damn it! No!

“Even dad will fall for that magical gay Ethel.”

I screamed again as I squeezed my head. Originally, the incident that would make Arietta shocked and reborn as a wicked woman was destroying my mentality. This rotten world! What did I do to write a novel like this? Whenever handsome guys come out while watching TV, I’m shouting ‘gay’ if they wouldn’t be mine?! If I knew it would be like this, I would use romance. I’ll use something like dating a woman and a man. I was born as a girl who is pretty, smart, nice and has a good family. Why! Why! All the best men in the Empire are gay!

“Ahhhh. This is ridiculous!”

At my age of fifteen, my knees are boiling over in the trials of life that have come again.

By the way, can I get married?

***

I cried all day, so I had no energy left. Arietta is a healthier body than I think, so it’s all right, I shouldn’t just cry like this.

Oh, but still I’m crying. In fact, I am not crying because I wanted to cry. But all the handsome and bling-bling men of the Empire are gay, so what do I do with my tears?

“Let’s seduce a woman.”

… There’s no way I’ll do that! Even Edel, that magical gay who was popular with women. There were also a number of women who would cling to later asking for only children. Oh, I want to go back. I’m going back to Earth, so I have a rich man’s daughter. I don’t need everything, so I’m going to be a rich man’s daughter!

“Lady Arietta, stop crying. You’ll swell your eyes again.”

“Leave it alone. It’s already killing me, but I can’t even control my tears!”

“Lady!”

I opened my eyes as Arietta last week. It was two days after the stupid Arietta fell while riding a horse. Thanks to this, it is good not to go to the academy that has just started semester, but the people of the Marquis of Adelheite all complained that the young lady had become weird after that day.

Oh, of course I know that. I know I shouldn’t do this… But I can’t help crying! All the best guys are gay. Oh, damn it.

“It’s a waste. Really, it’s really a waste. It’s a waste of pain!”

If this was an ordinary harem novel, it means that all of those guys could have been mine, right?! … But it won’t work, because this is BL. The genre is different. A skepticism came to my taste. Why did I write a novel like this? No matter how much I think, it’s a waste!

“Arietta.”

I fell on my bed again and cried a lot, but someone opened the door and stepped in. A handsome man with gorgeous platinum hair, close to silver hair, and purple eyes. Honestly, when I first saw the Marquis of Siden Adelheite, my father, I realized that the real Ethel was a blessed guy.

Huh, did such a handsome father stick to the distant confession that he loves you?!

Of course, when I was writing, I was imagining it, but I didn’t know it was really this much. Oh my. When I look at Dad’s face, more tears come out. What I am gonna do, really! Should I say suicide? Give me back my life!

“Arietta, don’t just cry and say something, okay?”

Dad, don’t talk to me. I’m not in the mood to talk!

I was able to fully understand why Arietta was shocked by the relationship between her father and Edel. It would be terrifying if my father like this was eaten by a magical gay. It’s not a platonic relationship, and besides, that magical gay guy already has a bunch of other lovers!

“Arietta~”

In a voice that melted sweetly like cotton candy, I cried louder. No. My dad can never pass over to that gay guy. I mean, you should live well with the emperor baby! Why did this man and that man become obsessed with the role of harem! Oh, I really felt like I wanted to break the novel with my hand.

“Arie~tta~”

Don’t call me, Dad! Can’t you see I’m crying?!

This story is not a BL (this is what the author said) so don’t think that this novel is a BL