For the past week, I only cried hard, regretting my mistakes (?) for my novel, and thanks to that, I was able to reach the level of liberation for this gay world to some extent. Yes, no matter how much I cry, it does not change that this country is a world full of homosexuality. Moreover, in the first place, this country was a fag from the emperor. Moreover, our protagonist, Edel, wasn’t gay at cheating, but the emperor of the decaying guy first caught him and ate him a little, and he became a walking pheromone and a demonic gay.

The Emperor is a bad guy!

“That’s right! It’s not the case, but the fault here is the emperor who seduces both men and women into the bed!”

Of course, readers hated him, but eventually liked him for being a bad guy. How strange I felt every time I saw the comments that Mihazen was poor. Well, I also liked him though because he was a colorful guy…

But that’s because I was a bystander! Now I’m in a different role! Now that emperor is my supporter. This country is gonna end up messing up because it is so disturbing from the top!

Yeah. Come to think of it. The emperor seduced my father into the bed. Of course my father refused. Oh, by the way, how father had a child…

“Hmm. Dad! I’ll protect you! Absolutely no way dad’s route is taken away! Our event is mine!”

You can’t be taken away by the evil gay!

I stood up in determination.

Yeah. The story will get twisted when Arietta is 17. I mean, the emperor, he’ll go crazy about that time. And then Ethel appears. Right now, Arietta is 15, so I still have time.

“I’ll never lose my dad even if I destroy this novel!”

Yeah. I can do nothing if I’ll just cry here. Crying doesn’t make anything, and I’m sorry for my father. He stamps his work at the palace everyday just to come to me and comfort me. At first, I didn’t think of him as my father, so I only thought it was a waste to idle, but he came to see me everyday and took care of me, so I became attached to him and acknowledged him as my father. Well, I always liked his character.

“Well, at least one of my husbands will be saved from the devil’s hand.”

I just need one actually. Just one guy to be my husband. If it doesn’t work, then I’ll be single and live with my father. Oh, why do I have to be in this world full of handsome men but can’t get it?

I felt like crying again, but my brain is saying ‘Don’t budge’. I’m trying okay. Yeah. Maybe I can get at least one guy. I immediately got up and searched for  some paper and a pen. Fortunately, paper and pens were on the table.

I sat down on the chair, held the pen, and then wrote down all the male characters’ names.

Yes. Let’s see how many gays are here in the empire!

Fortunately, I was the only woman who was successful in this empire. Since the emperor is not married, there is no empress, queen, princesses and duchess. That is why Arietta, the Marquis of Adelheite, is the first lady of the empire.

Meantime, I completed all the names in the paper. The emperor, Ethel, Yuan, Sien, Hellsin and so on. There were sixteen in total. Oh my.

“Can’t I just reincarnate again!?”

I really wanted to cry.

***

Mikhazen Pelegen Ibel Panian.

He was the sixth prince of the former emperor, an ordinary boy who had little spark in his eyes when he was young. I thought everyone saw him going to live a comfortable life, but still looked like his mother and smiled like a pretty prince. He was deposed from the Crown Prince half a year later at the age of 13, and became the only rebel king in the history of the Panian Empire, who cut down his father with his own hands and stained the country with blood on his 20th birthday.

“…..”

The bright red eyes that appear only in the Panian dynasty were rare. I always wrote that if Ethel met Mihazen’s eyes, he’d go speechless. I think I can see that feeling. The red iris blended with the infinitely deep pupils, and I felt like I was breathless. Ha, I don’t know anything else, but one real beauty kills me.The yellow and golden hair that I want to touch on my hand shakes gently in front of my eyes, and the lips full of color are slightly twisted because they are not red.

“What are you thinking?”

Oh, I’m surprised. Really…. It was a very low voice that it’s like he wanted to hold onto my hand and confess that ‘I love you’ right now.

…Now I know why the women in the novel said they felt pregnant just by their voice. I just used it randomly! I didn’t know it would be implemented so well! Honestly, isn’t this level of beauty and this level of voice a crime?! Right?!

I felt like I could understand why Arietta loved this man. Oh, of course, Arietta didn’t like him because of his beauty. Poor Arietta.

“You’re a little strange today.”

Mihazen shrugged and stepped back. I wonder if it was surprising that I fell without knowing when I held my face in, because he smiled as if it were fun.

Sigh. Do I look funny? Probably…

Sigh. I could understand why Siden, who was greeted lively every day in the morning today, behaved like a shit dog. Dad. What the hell are you talking about me about this guy?! In conclusion, the storm resents against Dad. I didn’t want to blame my dad, but even though this situation is so obvious, it made me feel like holding it and shaking it.

What the hell did you say to that emperor who hates Arietta calling me and doing this, huh?! I’m really sorry and sad for Arietta, who loves the emperor. The emperor hated Arietta. No. Really despite. In addition, whenever Arietta faced the Emperor, she couldn’t even see his face because she couldn’t look at the emperor’s head with shy eyes. She doesn’t do that to other people, but only in front of the emperor. What made the emperor hate Arietta more was because of those things anyway. Ha. But why are you doing this now? Huh?!

“…..”

It is very difficult to see those extraordinarily shining bright red eyes. Son of a bitch, You are handsome but you’re the source of evil! Oh, not good for my heart. What if I die from a heart attack? Oh, of course, then reincarnated as a rich daughter again…

Ahhhh! by the way! Why, why, why a face in front of me is better than I imagined, ha?! Does it make sense that reality is more imaginative than you can imagine? Wait, that means that other characters are also more handsome than I imagined…

Can I cry?

“I was thinking about what to eat for lunch today.”

“Ha?”

Ah, I don’t know. I swallowed up the tears that were about to pour out, and I just let go of what had already happened. Let’s just go out, yeah, what should I do? Right now, he might think that I’m thinking about what to eat for lunch. Anyway, the emperor shouldn’t be able to attack me. It was decided since I became Arietta that a relationship could never have between me and this crazy emperor.

“What do you think, your majesty? After all, a sandwich would be suitable for a toasted salad, right?”

In response to my question, Mihazen narrowed his eyes as if he was trying to see what my intended is. That was kinda his habit. The habit of distinguishing whether a person is an enemy or a friend, he was definitely the most difficult to understand in the novel, but is it because I know everything about him so well? It has been conveyed so clearly what each of these actions means. You’ll be wondering what this person is up to. Even the country would behave like Mihazen. Of course, it doesn’t mean you’re just going out like that.

Suddenly, the guy who was staring at me suddenly laughed. I was surprised by his loud laugh.

I changed my mind a little bit, very little. No matter how shiny he looks, his personality is really light, no, very difficult. By the way, it turns out that this gay had a slight bipolar disorder, right? He is a real killer who is a symbol of a lunatic person. In addition, he commits kidnap, confinement, and rape s. Are you really crazy? Oh, correction. He was a real psychopath, yeah.

If he was in the modern world, it was a serious symptom that would put him in a psychiatric hospital immediately.

“That’s a very good menu, isn’t it lunch? Let’s eat together.”

Hmm. No, it’s good to stop laughing like a real psychopath. What, you bastard? Let’s eat together?!

“…..No, hey. Of course it’s an honor, but I prefer to eat by myself.”

“Now, should we move?”

Oh my. I think I’m going to cry again. I don’t want to lose my tears to this son of a bitch. But I can’t help but to cry while thinking about eating with him.

“No, I’m good…”

“Servant!”

My petty rebellion was buried by the voice of Mikhazen calling the servant. Oh, a tsunami is coming to my eyes. How could my lunch be robbed by this? Arietta might be honored as she doesn’t know what to do but I’m not! Besides, I can’t eat with someone I’m not close to!

“Arietta, you said you like a sandwich for a salad, but you are in the Imperial Palace and you can’t treat me like that. What else do you want to eat?”

I shook my head. I shook my head coldly and clearly expressed my willingness to refuse that everyone could understand. Even eating with you in the first place is killing me.

At my refusal, the emperor raises his mouth at an angle. I felt a chill on my back. Hey!

“Then, let me do it my way, hmm?”

Bruh?