Why, Can’t You Eat? - Chapter 59

Chapter 59

“Why. If I move, will you c*m?”

“Ah, a little.”

The feeling of constantly being stimulated in the most sensitive part was more terrible than I thought. I did not feel this far when I was with Odil. I felt it with his hands, but not to this extent.

Every time Damian jerked his body, my inner walls convulsed. He seemed to be trying to get the foreign body out, but to no avail.

“Wearing clothes like this, such an awkward appearance like this, and going through something like this, huh? You still like me?”

“I don’t, huht, like you…”

“Lies.”

Please don’t move. Every time the pillar was rubbed, my lower abdomen tingled. My body was changing. I could clearly feel the liquid running down my thighs.

She pretends to be calm, but Lilith was also speechless due to the thrill of pleasure. I was feeling a rising sensation now. No, was this the right feeling? Every time the movement intensified, I kept being filled with the urge to spew something out.

“Kuhk, ha-ugh! Ah, uuht!”

And that was the moment when I heard groans of pain in my ears. At the same time that the inside of the pillar that was being held tight was tightened so hard that it hurt, I also reached my climax. The arm that supported my body loosened and I fell on top of Damian. My lower body was hot.

“…Don’t, stop. Never.”

I raised my head with difficulty when a voice came above my head. Damian was saying that while shedding tears, unknown whether it was from pleasure or pain.

“…You don’t have to, forgive me.”

The swollen cl*toris was shrinking back to normal as I was still inside Damian. He bit his lip hard and said as if he was trying to talk again.

“You don’t have to, so stay here.”

“…What if I don’t like it?”

“I will follow you. Always.”

Lilith smiled as she watched Damian’s eyelids slowly lower. I couldn’t help but laugh. Because of our stacked bodies, his manhood was pressed under my navel. I reached my climax several times and my body was slowly heating up, but neither Lilith nor I had any intention of doing anything more to Damian.

Laying him down on the bed with his eyes sore that it was sorry to look at, Lilith approached the mirror. Her flushed cheeks and sweaty body were embarrassing, but she said in a nonchalant way.

“Are you satisfied?”

“You’re the one who looks satisfied! It’s too harsh, something like this.”

“You agreed, so why? Are you going to keep pretending to be pure on your own like that?”

“You know I don’t mean that. Don’t say that when you know what I don’t like.”

“Why are you acting like that when we had fun together?”

“Had fun… Ha, yes You’re right. Had fun, had fun. But what I’m talking about is not a matter of pleasure. Why are you pushing Damian so hard?”

Thanks to that, I now have other emotions than hatred and resentment, as he tried to hold on to me even after going through something like that. As I spoke resentfully, Lilith laughed, tucking her hair around her fingers.

“Just out of curiosity? I didn’t expect him to say that.”

“You didn’t expect it? You keep saying things like that?”

Lilith puffed out her cheeks at the sharp voice.

“You kept saying it inside. I’d rather Damian give up and leave. So I said exactly. What’s the problem?”

“…….”

“Hng.”

And the way she turned her head around as if she was pouting… Then I remembered again that she was the sixteen-year-old girl I wanted her to be.

My mind was complicated. I could hardly organize my thoughts, but I spoke cautiously to her as she was pouting her lips.

“Sorry. I didn’t mean to put the blame on you.”

“I know. I’m not angry. I just did what you wanted to do.”

“To, to put something in his backside like that!”

“That is what I wanted to do. It’s fun to get new pleasure. Lily, you’ve been wondering. The reason why I like the insignificant you. But is the reason so important? Look at Damian. According to your standards, he wants to be by your side even after he’s been through terrible things.”

“Rather than wondering about… the reason, it’s just, I just.”

“You think too complicatedly. If you don’t want to absorb energy, just take whoever you want during the day, hold hands, kiss, and have fun. At night, hand it over to me. I will take care of it.”

Am I really thinking too complicatedly? Listening to Lilith’s words, I thought I might understand, so I quickly shook my head. She clicked her tongue in regret. Don’t get caught up in it…

“Let’s talk about the body later. Is Damian okay?”

“You are so foolishly kind, too. You were so angry earlier.”

“…….”

“It’s okay because he fell asleep because he was tired. Rather, it’s getting dark outside now. Damian came unexpectedly, but there are still three left.”

I’m already out of energy. I was so angry, so upset. The thought of having to go through something like this again made me dizzy.

When I didn’t say anything, Lilith said as if she knew it.

“If you’re tired, get some sleep. I’ll take care of the rest…”

“…I’m afraid of what you’re going to do. So I don’t want to fall asleep. But I hate being awake and having to watch this happen again in real time.”

“What is that? So what do you want to do?”

Even with a dissatisfied face, she tried to listen to me. When I was unconscious, I felt new in a different aspect than when I acted on my own. I licked my dry lips and spoke calmly.

“I was so angry that I couldn’t stand it. I trusted the Commanders.”

“Then not now?”

“No. I’m still angry but… I don’t think it’s as much as before. Because I am thinking rationally.”

“Yes. You know I don’t like procrastination. So what do you want to say?”

“I want to hear the story first. Why was it? Damian said he didn’t want me to leave the castle, but maybe for another reason…”

“Oh, poor Lily. There is no other reason. You still don’t know. They just used the ring to capture us.”

Lilith said with a wry smile. I think so too. No matter how much I think about it, there is no other reason. Especially considering that Endymion and Ares like me. but…

I put my hands together and took a small breath.

“First, let’s talk. If I can’t understand them even after we’ve talked enough… At that time, Lilith, you can do whatever you want.”

“I can do whatever I want? Is it okay if I pierce the back? Can we all enjoy it together?”

“…….”

“You said I could do whatever I want?”

“That, haa……. Really, can’t you just not make others feel ashamed?”

“You’re talking about that while not caring about how other people look at you.”

“It’s true, but there is such a thing as a degree. Please understand how much I thought about this right now… You are me.”

I knew what Damian was thinking. Now I could no longer turn a blind eye. Grandmother may have expected this and said it. The question of what I would do if they didn’t let me go ran through my mind.

“Please.”

“…Hng.”

Lilith turned her back, snorting in displeasure. But the moment after I blinked my eyes, I was back in my body. In the room, only the exhausted sleeping Damian and my breathing could be heard.

I blinked and looked down at my hand. When I applied strength to my fingers, the power of black magic rose. I wiped Damian off, removed his leash, and led him to his room.

And while tidying up the messy room, I tidied my thoughts one by one.

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