Why, Can’t You Eat?

Chapter 66

Lily shuddered, making an unimaginable lewd sound that he could never imagine hearing from her usual self. There was a thumping sound and she could see a clear, whitish liquid dripping from the place where they were joined. As she dipped her hips down, Regulus even thought that his manhood had gone into a really ridiculous place.

“Ha-uht, haahng… Aangh.”

She rolled her hips softly and let out a strange moan, as if on purpose. Regulus came deep inside her. Over and over again. When she was so excited that her whole body turned red, she said, pressing her flat stomach proudly.

“Regulus, look. Doesn’t it look a little swollen here?”

He felt that her words were very vulgar. Even though it wasn’t swollen at all, he thought that maybe it really was. She whispered in his ear as she came close enough to feel her breath.

“You came so much… What if I get pregnant?”

In the end, Regulus spewed thick s*men inside her once more. And by the time the cheerful laughter faded away little by little, like bells swaying, he would wake up from his dream with a startle.

‘…Why does it keep happening? Have I always wanted to marry Noona?’

From the first time he met her, he thought she was a pretty person, but that didn’t mean he had any other feelings. For some reason, he really thought of her as family, comforted by her comforting body smell and kind words.

‘Family… This kind of family?!’

Regulus raised his face in surprise. Maybe he wanted to take Lily as his bride without even knowing it, or something like that. So he didn’t even know he was having dreams like that over and over again.

His cheeks flared. What if it’s really like that? Regulus, who had felt left out just a little while ago, wondering if he was being bullied, looked nervous and cried as he remembered Lily.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I screamed with my whole body. I should have grabbed my hair, put on the blanket, and howled with the feeling that I would perish if the world did not perish.

“Don’t worry. Nothing happened.”

I raised my head at the voice that came through my head. Lilith was pouting her mouth in the mirror. Did nothing happen? Lies. I couldn’t believe her, so I interrogated her, and when I heard that the commanders had turned her down because they didn’t want to do something I didn’t like, I was taken aback by complicated feelings.

“Really. and…”

As I find it hard to believe, Lilith emphasized that it wasn’t a lie, and as if she couldn’t remember, she groaned, talking about the envoy and the emperor, further confusing my already complicated mind.

Then, suddenly, in a high pitched voice, she uttered a great word.

“I decided to go to Terra to find the ring with Endymion.”

“What are you talking about? Go find it? Without waiting? …And just with Endymion?”

“Yes.”

In the mirror, she put on a lovely smile. I don’t know when or how this conclusion came about when she took my body even though I cried out that I didn’t like it so much. There were many things to discuss, but I let out a calm breath.

“My search for the ring is not doing you any good. But why are you so proactive about it now?”

“You said you didn’t intend to wear it right away even if you found a ring. I know you’re not lying because you’re me. And you talked to them anyway. If you like it, you can.”

I sighed sadly. That was the biggest problem. When I couldn’t straighten my expression, she whispered to me as if to comfort me, But her voice was so upbeat that I could tell she was enjoying herself.

“Once you find the ring, let’s go back to the way we used to. At night, I’ll go to them and absorb their essence again, and in the morning you’ll live as a normal handmaid.”

“T-The way we were?”

“If you’re worried about getting drunk with pleasure, leave it to me. It’s not even a forced relationship anymore, so what’s the matter? And…”

Lilith slurred her words uncharacteristically. I looked at her without haste, and she spoke her words reluctantly, but she spoke of something surprising.

“You can wear the ring when you go home.”

“Are you serious? You, what if I never take the ring off again?”

“I told you. You’re me, too. I know you won’t. I like our life now. Everything I wished for is here. Friends who like me, an environment in which I am recognized, and men who give their bodies whenever needed.”

It was a little crooked towards the end, but somehow I couldn’t speak at the sight of that bashful smile. It didn’t look like there was an ulterior motive, but I couldn’t figure out why she was doing this all of a sudden.

She fluctuated a lot and sometimes acted like she knew everything, but at other times she was so naive that it was like talking to a child when we were talking face to face like this.

I thought it was because she was at a very sensitive age, so it’s understandable. Thinking of me when I was very picky when I was young, instead of getting nervous, I said in a softer voice.

“…Still, going alone with Endymion is too much.”

“I hate that guy too. But it can’t be helped. Ares and Regulus are on the schedule because of the entourage escort, Damian says he can’t go, and Odil can’t leave the palace. So, what are we to do?”

I sighed at the brusque reply. To be honest, I wanted to wait rather than leave with Endymion, but the matter about the emperor that Lilith had told me a little while ago bothered me.

“No one can go in, so Damian will contact you in advance. Let’s talk about it together. They said we should leave in two or three days.”

I nodded. In a way, it’s a good thing, it was the first time I became a handmaid and got away from Ciel, and Lilith even said that it was okay to wear the ring when going home. It won’t be a long trip anyway, so it will only be at night that I’m a little embarrassed.

It was embarrassing to be so intimidated to look at his face casually, but it felt like everything was going well.

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