Yes, I’m Straight. But What Have I Done Wrong?

Chapter 35: Story 300-305
Translator: Sissy That Walk
【300】

Domineering Guy kept silent, for he didn’t know how to respond to Little Chen who he liked so much that he didn’t know how to do with. Now, Little Chen was inducing him but refused to totally become his, making him indescribably sour.

He was reluctant to let Coquettish Guy easily control his lust, but his body honestly expressed that he liked Coquettish Guy! Coquettish Guy didn’t want Domineering Guy to turn his back on himself, so he turned Domineering Guy over with his hand holding Domineering Guy’s arm, making the latter lie on the back. Afterward, he was on top of the latter.

As Domineering Guy said no, the “little Domineering Guy” entered Coquettish Guy’s body. The tears in Domineering Guy’s eyes almost streamed down, but he didn’t know they were tears of pleasure or sadness. Finally, he mustered the courage to look into Coquettish Guy’s eyes. Regardless of the pain and shame, Coquettish Guy moved up and down and said in a trembling voice, “Zhou Ming…let things be the way they are, okay?”

Having seen that Coquettish Guy was about to collapse with a weak waist, Domineering Guy was conquered by his instinct that he wanted to have violent sex with Coquettish Guy and gained the initiative to press Coquettish Guy onto the bed. “Will you marry me?”

Coquettish Guy didn’t respond to Domineering Guy, for the latter made him unable to speak.

The latter bowed his head down and fiercely bit him on his lips. “I’ve given my all to you. How can you be so cruel to me?”

【301】

Coquettish Guy gritted his teeth to stop himself from screaming. When Zhou Ming turned his back against him, he felt panicked and so hastily wanted to confirm Zhou Ming’s affection toward himself that he even had sex with Zhou Ming on his own initiative, only to confirm that Zhou Ming was still his. However, when they really had intercourse, he felt so painful that he wanted to break up with Zhou Ming.

Domineering Guy used to take chances of such moments to say some dirty words he didn’t dare to say usually. He couldn’t like Coquettish Guy more and didn’t know what to do with Coquettish Guy. Since his proposal was turned down, his heart broke. Now that Little Chen took the initiative to have sex with him, he couldn’t help but feel positive. He asked while kissing Little Chen’s lips’ corners, “Little Chen, will you marry me?”

Domineering Guy asked the question at bad timing. Coquettish Guy had experienced a series of psychological fluctuations: at the beginning, he wanted to get Domineering Guy back no matter how painful he would be; now, it hurt so badly that he thought he would be killed. Confronted with Domineering Guy’s question, he could only say intermittently, “You…get out of me first.”

Domineering Guy deliberately gored him and said, “Will you promise me? If you promise me, I will come out.”

After Domineering Guy’s action, Ji Chen felt he was almost dead. “We can’t get…married.” The above words he said before was so against his will that he got his heart ached, but now, he said those somewhat truthfully.

【302】

Domineering Guy felt in this relationship that both his body and his heart were deceived. However, he liked Little Chen, so he admitted defeat. Having got up full of melancholy, he cleaned himself and Little Chen up. He shoved Little Chen, but the latter didn’t move at all.

“Little Chen?”

Coquettish Guy wanted to die and said after a long time with his body curled up, “Zhou Ming, it hurts.”

With his look changed quickly, Domineering Guy felt something wrong even if he was quite slow-witted. Instead of saying something dirty, he should save Coquettish Guy first, but he didn’t know what to do.

Having seen that Domineering Guy was so agitated that he was like an ant on a hot pan, Coquettish Guy resigned to his fate by closing his eyes. “It hasn’t been cleaned up. You go to the drugstore and buy that…”

Domineering Guy saw Coquettish Guy’s bad look, and his heart thereby was burning with anxiety. “I…I…I’ll help you to take a bath first. Just hang in there.”

Having regained strength a little bit, Coquettish Guy had his heart softened again upon seeing Domineering Guy like a big dog with the dropping ears, so he signaled Domineering Guy to bow his head down and kissed the latter’s lips’ corners. “I’m fine. Don’t be worried.”

【303】

The drug was bought back. Coquettish Guy was thin-skinned and didn’t allow Domineering Guy to wipe it for him. He insisted on doing it by himself. “Turn around and don’t look at me.”

With his face flushed and his ears hot, Domineering Guy turned around submissively.

“Little Chen, Little Chen.” He felt really upset upon seeing Little Chen who was uncomfortable. “Is it because I did it wrong?”

Coquettish Guy swallowed the words that were on the tip of his tongue. Having done some researches, he learned that it hurt at the beginning, but he would feel comfortable afterward. Without knowing where went wrong, he could only feel pain and then more pain. However, since Zhou Ming was inexperienced, he was afraid that Zhou Ming would be impotent if he gave Zhou Ming a blow.

Thus, he gnashed his teeth and decided to protect Domineering Guy’s fragile esteem. “You did well…”

Domineering Guy couldn’t help looking back but soon turned around again because of his glare. However, Domineering Guy felt so hot that he was about to steam. As he tried to stop himself from recalling the scene he had just seen, he stammered, “Is it because mine…mine is too big?”

Coquettish Guy wanted to say something but said nothing in the end. “Eh,” he replied after a long time.

【304】

Glasses-Guy took Straight Guy to his rented house. He meant to be sincere and also wanted things between him and Straight Guy to slow down so as to lift the latter’s psychological burden.

Having helped Straight Guy settle down, he directly went toward the sofa with the quilt in his arms.

Lying on the bed, Straight Guy texted his cousin who had known the truth. “I’ve arrived at his house. He asked me to sleep on his bed, but he went out to sleep on the sofa. Sister, I’ve heard your words, so I’ll test him. Please don’t tell my mom.”

His cousin felt worried. “Yangyang, listen to me, these are the tricks played by men. Since he asked you to do so, you sleep on the bed and don’t call him in. It’s also a trick if he says he catches a cold by sleeping on the sofa. Don’t be fooled.”

Straight Guy felt he was a fake gay, for he didn’t know those tricks at all. “But, it’s his house. Isn’t it bad if I sleep on the bed while he sleeps on the sofa?”

His cousin didn’t reply to him.

Straight Guy, “Actually, I don’t think it is a trick. The upperclassman treats me well.”

Straight Guy, “Sister, are you still there?”

Cousin, “…”

Cousin, “I was applying a face mask.”

Straight Guy, “Have you seen my text? I still find it bad [a grieving expression]. The bed is big enough to accommodate us.”

Cousin was massaging her face and got a headache upon seeing that his heart was softened. “Close your eyes and go to sleep. Don’t think too much.”

Straight Guy grievingly replied “yes” to her and then slid under the quilt before closing his eyes.

Cousin’s cellphone rang again after half an hour. It was the little Straight Guy who texted her again. “Sister, having thought of it for a while, I still find it bad…”

Cousin couldn’t control her bad temper anymore. “Okay, okay, you can call him in and sleep in his arms. Don’t bother me. My facial cream is expensive and will be useless if I stay up at night.”

Straight Guy was relaxed with relief, feeling that his idea was supported by his family. He ran out without wearing his slippers. “Upperclassman, come in and sleep together with me.”

【305】

Compared with him being called inside to sleep, Glasses-guy felt reassured about that Straight Guy was willing to trust him. After being dragged inside, he slept on the bed side by side with Straight Guy but kept a little distance from Straight Guy so as to give Straight Guy a sense of security.

Straight Guy stayed awaken on the bed and felt that he had to say something. Glasses-guy closed his eyes but didn’t sleep. He was attentively eavesdropping on Straight Guy.

The little Straight Guy felt panicked. The room was so quiet that he could hear himself breath. He couldn’t help breathing heavily because of his nervousness but was afraid of being heard by his upperclassman. They both wanted to be close to each other, but they didn’t know how to do that. He then heard the upperclassman breathing heavily, so he knew that the upperclassman didn’t sleep, either.

In the end, Straight Guy couldn’t stand the situation at all. He took out his cellphone and asked for help from his cousin. “Sister, I let the upperclassman come inside. What do you think I should say?”

Cousin was ready to sleep and really wanted to neglect him. Having looked at the message again, she carefully studied his words and thought what he meant by saying “come inside” many times. Afterward, she replied with difficulty, “Well, you…you don’t need to give me a live broadcast…”

The little Straight Guy knew that she misunderstood him and thereby silently put his cellphone away. He thought whether he stretched his hand to hold the upperclassman, but he soon denied this, for he had promised his cousin that he would test the upperclassman for a while instead of making overtures to the upperclassman. However, he wanted to get close to the upperclassman, even a little bit. With his eyes closed, he approached the upperclassman by pretending to adjust his sleeping position.

Having kept such a rigid posture for a while, he suddenly heard Glasses-guy get up and thereby couldn’t keep his pretense anymore. He held Glasses-guy by the waist before the latter got out of the bed. “Don’t go.”

Glasses-guy who was hugged suddenly regained his consciousness after a while. “I’m going…going to the bathroom.”